fansite - woosan

04

the light grey curtains blew softly with the wind that was flowing in through the window. providing a cool breeze to the room.

the bed had been messily made that morning, having been left like that all day. the desk of the room had been cleared, the occupant of said bedroom uploading photos to his computer. editing them in his own style.

around his room it was decorated with different ideas he had found on Pinterest. some plants, different aesthetics adorning the walls. as well as a few posters and photos of his favourite idol group. more specifically his favourite member.

he had been editing the photos since he had returned from the fan sign, making it so that he could upload them that night.

he had taken some photos on an analogue camera too, however he needed to use the darkroom at his collage in order to develop them. which he would do the next day.

while editing he heard a knock on his bedroom door, "san? do you want something to eat?" it was yeosang.

san looked towards the male shaking his head no. "I'm okay thanks." he showed his dimples in a small smile.

"are you sure? you haven't ate anything since this morning." yeosang continued, he was concerned about the younger male. he seemed to be eating alot less than usual these past few weeks, making him question if everything was alright. but san seemed fine otherwise.

"I'm perfectly fine yeo." upon hearing a response yeosang just nodded and left the room, going to eat something himself.

san turned back to the photos, finishing the editing. he liked to keep them as natural as possible, however there were times he liked to edit the photos in different styles. normally depending on the occasion, where the photos were from and other things.

"done!" san smiled to himself, already uploading them to his fansite. as soon as they uploaded getting some different comments from people. 

rather than reading them right away he decided to switch his computer off, climbing onto his bed. pulling out his phone to scroll aimlessly through any social media, possibly playing a game while he was at it.

curiosity eventually got the best of him and he went back to his computer, going to respond to comments. see what people were saying.

*****: these photos are so cool! I wish I could see them T-T

******: I love how real your photos are,,,,, super unedited,, its nice

***: wow, serving us good photos once again,, thanks!!

san smiled to himself, he loved responding to all the nice comments that he received. talking to other fans was always fun. even though ateez were one of the biggest boy groups in the world, finding fans who would hold a conversation was limited.

however, because they were such a big group they also had a large fandom. and every fandom has toxic fans. who, out of all fan sites san had met, only targeted him.

*****: trashy editing, just like the person who edits them

******: why are you still here when there are much better fansites? deactivate

***: wow, as if people actually like these. you've edited wooyoung in a disgusting way

san accepted everything they said. he wouldn't ever dream of being able to fight back. it happened every time he uploaded photos.

a few weeks ago they somehow managed to find an older picture of him, making fun of the way he looked. calling him fat, ugly. other names that made him feel a bit shitty. he knows that he should accept it, but it got worse seeing that he hadn't uploaded in a while.