I wear sparkles under my eyes because I want to glow like her. I know that I never will, with my manufactured intricate lies. Trying is only pathetic. Pretending is worthless. But people don't think about things that are worthless, and meaningless. Is that why they lie? Is that why I lie? Because anything too personal, or even semi-personal, is completely worthless. Maybe that is why I pretend or lie. But everyone pretends and lies. Hm...