But I found you

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Namjoon put his head on his palms while squeezing his eyes shut. Yoongi was still in the surgery. Jimin was laying his head on Tae's lap who arrived at the hospital right after Namjoon informed him what happened. Yushin went back with the detective team to help with the investigation at the crime area. The shooter was dead. They had to dig deeper to find evidence but everyone knew who's minion that was. He still had to find Eunwoo's father who was the master mind behind everything. He was waiting for that one informant of him to comeback with the details he wanted. Sighing,he placed himself comfortably on the hospital chair, knowing he has a long night ahead. He leaned his head on the edge of the seat. Until then he didn't register a presence next to him. A familiar warmth of a body was placed next to him. He slowly opened his eyes & turned his head to that side.

"Hi"

"Hey, you're here"

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm here" Hoseok gave him a small smile, hiding his red rimmed eyes. He too had a strong bond with Yoongi, just like Namjoon.

"He's in the surgery" Joon said more likely to himself while fidgeting his fingers. He barely showed his emotion to others, he was raised to be strong. But Yoongi getting shot right in front of his home affected him more than anything .As if sensed his distress, Hoseok placed a gentle hand on his hand, squeezing it lightly.

"It's not your fault Joon. Don't blame yourself"

"What if it is my fault?"

"It's that bustard's fault. Not anyone else's"

"Hobi?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm lost. I just... I don't know what to do anymore. Everything feels like tangled. I'm not doing enough"

"Joon-ah... You're the most hard working & determined person I've ever seen. Don't push yourself too much. You're doing just fine" Hoseok said rubbing soothing patterns on his hand with his thumb.

"Do you still hate me?" Suddenly Namjoon asked looking right into his eyes as if searching for something. To that Hoseok huffed out a little laugh as he nudged his shoulder on his.

"Oh you idiot. I never hated you. It's just I was young & heartbroken...But I-I never hated you. I got to know what she did" to that, Namjoon's brows furrowed in confusion as he sighed deeply.

"Then why... why did you leave me?"

"I was afraid & I was angry. That's why I left.But I never hated you.I can't even if I tried"

"I'm-

"Uhh Namjoon-ssi?" Interrupting their conversation, a third voice came behind & both of them turned their heads in unison. There was a guy in his mid 20's,hands buried deep in his pockets as he waited for an answer from Namjoon.

"Yeah Joyeon. Did you find it this quick?" Namjoon asked letting go of Hoseok's hand & standing up immediately. The guy named Joyeon was hesitant for a bit before he drew a plastic bag out of his pocket.

"No sir.I came to inform you something else. There was only one place we couldn't search yesterday & today I got there"

"So? What happened? Was he there?"

"He wasn't there. The place looked abandoned for weeks but this was in a corner on the floor. While every other thing looked dusty & old this was new & shiny. I think it had rolled there" he said handing over the plastic bag to Namjoon. Inside it, was a silver ring. Letters JM & KT embossed on either sides of the blue diamond. Both Namjoon & Hoseok eyed it with furrowed brows, then as if he remembered something Hoseok grabbed the plastic bag going towards Jimin & Taehyung before Namjoon could stop him.