Playing Games || KSI

19

it's been four years.

the sidemen are larger than ever.

Josh and freya are still going strong, and i'm still best friends with everyone.

except... JJ.

we broke up about a year back. it was the hardest thing to do. we still own the house together we just rent it out to people and split the profit.

JJ has twenty million subscribers and i have 18 million.

Harry, josh, tobi and i got closer after JJ and i broke up because i reverted back to old habits. i tried suicide four times to the point where i had to live with tobi.

i caught minor feelings and eventually told him. i was heavily rejected and as a result we laughed it off. not too proud about that one. love ya tobs.

everyday i imagine what JJ and i could have been. and i worry about Leila. remember her? JJ doesn't. she's what brought us together and he forgot her. i miss my little leila bear. and maybe my JJ.

as all of these thoughts flew through my head my ringer went off.

iMessages

JJ:
hey

JJ:
i need to talk to you.

JJ:
please. answer me.

ariana:
i can't. not yet.

JJ:
please just see me in person. show up at the park we found leila if you want. i hope to see you. i'll be there in ten.

ariana:
that was cute. but no.

JJ:
i'll be waiting for you. if you decide to show.

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of course i was gonna go. but i couldn't let him know that.

now i just needed to get ready.

i got up and brushed my hair out, then headed to the bathroom. i brushed my teeth and put a mint in my mouth soon before walking to my vanity.

i sat down and put on a little bit of mascara then did my brows. that took about five minutes, and it takes me like three to get to the park.

i slipped on my vans and grabbed my book bag and keys.

i walked out of my flat and got into my white G Wagon.