𝙂𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧

chapter 32

𝓃𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝟥

 𝓂𝒶𝓇𝒾𝑒𝑒 𝓅.𝑜.𝓋

its been 2 weeks since my baby been gone 

i havent been sleep leaving the house eating 

none of that

daeja explained a million times what happened 

but shit didnt feel right because or sit right with her 

quan said i can just be overthinking 

but fuck what he talm bout 

i layed back on my bed and looked up at the ceiling not staring at anything particular

 (𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠)

 ''𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙮 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚'' 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨

 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙮 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧

 𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙗𝙗𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙥 𝙜𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙪𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧 

 𝙞 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙡𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚

 𝙞 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙚𝙙 '' 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙨'' 𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙜𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜

a tear rolled down my face 

i just hopped wherever he took her that shes doing good and shes not hurt 

he took my whole heart from me

i shouldve just stayed home that night 

i wish i couldve stayed home and held her until she went to sleep 

i hoped that magically she can she end up on our front door step 

quan came inside the room 

i looked at him 

all hes been doing the past ruff days is smoking his pain away 

while for me all ive been doing is sleeping it away 

daeja stays in her room and tries to start conversations with me but i didnt even wanna see that bitch breathe 

quan didnt speak he just went and sat in a chair that i put in my room