LETTER | Sandy X Reader

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The lovely art I put up there belongs to shinymoon76 on Instagram / Twitter!
Word count: 635

Requested by: They_Call_Me_Karma_

This will be a lot better if you read it as you listen to Supermarket Flowers by Ed Sheeran!

P.S. This isn’t gender neutral, the reader is female in this one. I’m sorry my male/other readers ꜀( ˊ̠˂˃ˋ̠ )꜆

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⠀Dear (Y/n),

⠀Hey, how are you doing? I hope you’re doing fine in there. How long has it been without you? A year, right? I missed you so much.

⠀Do you remember when we used to prank Crow together? He got really mad at us and stopped talking to us for a month. Haha, sweet memories. Hmm, what about this one? Do you remember when we used to go to the park together when I can’t sleep at the middle of the night and the security caught us so we had to escape? You fell into a pond and cried on the way home. (Y/n), I missed the silly little things you always do.

⠀(Y/n), remember when we first met each other? I was just a little kid back there. I got bullied by this little gangsters and you — despite being popular and loved by everyone — defended me, who was just a scaredy-cat? That’s when I have my eyes set on you, (Y/n). Your bright smile, your kind heart, and your adorable laugh. You’re undeniably the best person in this world. I still can’t thank you enough for everything you did to me.

⠀(Y/n), why do you always have to be one protecting me? Why can’t I protect you too sometimes? Sometimes, I feel useless for not protecting you too. All I can do is be upset whenever you get hurt for me. I am upset for myself for letting you be the shield for me. You don’t deserve this fate, but I guess God said otherwise.

⠀(Y/n), if I have the chance to see you for at least one minute for one last time. I would, even if it takes my life. But... I don’t want to make all your sacrifices for me useless. I don’t want to make you feel bad.

⠀I’m actually not that one type of guy who can express a lot of my feelings but around you, I feel different, I feel loved, I feel this warm sensation in my stomach. And that’s when I realized I had fallen in love with you.

⠀Remember when I confesses to you? When I stuttered so much and end up embarrassing myself? But you didn’t make fun of me. You didn’t laught at me. You flashed me a sympathetic smile and you accepted me so easily without thinking twice.

⠀Do you remember who caused your fate to be like this? I think it was me. I think I did it because of my careless attitude. I don’t look around my surroundings and you have to protect me from all those shots? (Y/n). . . I am sorry. I am sorry for being no use to you. I am sorry for being so careless. I am sorry for being a bad boyfriend. I know I’m out of your league, I know you deserved someone better, I am sorry for being selfish. I regret everything. I regret for being so careless, (Y/n). So please, come back to me.

⠀. . .

⠀Why do I expect you to come back? I am making a fool of myself. (Y/n), my mother used to tell me why God always take the kindest and the perfect ones first. She said it’s because when we’re at a garden which flowers do you pick first? Of course, the most beautiful and the most perfect ones. Now, I understand why God wants to take you back to heaven.

⠀(Y/n), I hope you are happy now. I hope you became one of the angels so when I die, you can be the one to pick me up. (Y/n), I hope you are smiling now as you played around in the heaven. You deserve a rest. It’s all going to be okay now.

Farewell, my love.

Sandy.

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This is so short sorry ;-; Also quiet cringy and Sandy is so OOC here... Sorry if I disappointed you 😭😭

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