Nighttime reminders

you

I dreamt of you
Thought you were mine
Possessive much?
I thought we could be one
Like a set of Siamese twins
You and I
And we shall flutter in the wind
Swim in the Red Sea
With no fear of separation
And care of the world around us

The moment I realized
All I thought was an imagination
I plunged myself underwater
And drowned to the bottom
My lungs filled with water
And I thought 'this was best for us both'
No one would notice my absence

I'm very sorry
For piercing sorrow in my heart
It hurts, damn much
For I should have known I was no soothsayer
Seeing the future wasn't in my eyes
And neither was it in yours

I don't regret my feelings for you
I was happy in my place
And hoped you were in yours
We were far apart, but still

It's a tale I'll never have to tell
I just thought you should know
I've tried mending my heart
But it is that there's no needle in this world
That seems to pass through to the other side...