Being alone was dreadful I have to admit, but we all have to face it whether we liked it or not. Those shitty romances you see in movies, where they run into eachothers arms at airports, go on "perfect" dates, and stay together "forever" are all bullshit, decieving lies that they fill your head with, so you can jump into the shitty love circle and nearly kill yourself, trying to reach "perfect" love. None of which will ever happen. We're all human, we have sex, we go to colllege, we fall in love, we drink, we smoke, we drive, and we'll do stuff we'll regret, and godammit will it fucking hurt in the end. Life is a shitty disappointment i believe, but we're all put on tis planet for a goddamn reason and we'll leave with a reason.