"Hoseok-ah" I say. "Hm?" He answers, startled. I turn to look at him. "Did you miss me?" I ask, staring at him blankly. "Pssh I- I guess yeah?" He answers, eyes everywhere except mine. "You guess yea?" I ask, kinda sad. "No I meant-...I meant yes i did miss you" He says, still looking away. "I missed you, a lot, I can't even describe how miserable I was without you. When I saw your body that day on the ground, lifeless, I thought even my soul was threatening to leave my body. Because of the trauma we weren't able to perform anymore and disbanded...and then my dad got murdered a few months after, making me more miserable." My mouth falls open, unable to utter a word.
(Author: like me!...except i have the flu and cant breathe with my nose so im using my mouth to stay alive)
Hoseok notices my silence. "By the way... why did you do that? Why did you leave?" He asks. "I..." Should I tell him? ...no "Life was y'know really bad and...yeah, I couldn't handle it" I shrug. He seemed disappointed. "Why didn't you tell anybody?" "I didn't feel-" His phone ringing interrupts me. Hoseok looks at the caller ID
(Author: Nice to, nice to know you, let's do it again~ how we did it- Namjoon:
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"Ugh, these piece of shits again" Hoseok murmers. "Who?" I ask, curious. "Brianna and Angelica, I told them I'll work from home but they won't listen dammit" He says, pissed. I snicker upon hearing about his whipped co-workers.
(Author: I have nothing against any Briannas or Angelicas, live your life boos Taehyung: I think they already kno- Author: Justincasey'know? Taehyung: Justin Casey? Who's Justin Casey? Author: Taehyung this is a verbal conversation, how did you not understand what I said Taehyung: Author: Taehyung: Who's Justin Casey?)
Namjoon's POV Good morning Namjoon You handsome man, With a sexy brain. Time to wake up, You have an interview today. I stretch lazily. I turn to look at Jungkook on the other side of the room, Softly snoring. Cute kid.
(Author: Aight I ain't about to write a fuckin morning routine cuz y'all know all dat shit so...time lapse!)
[At The Interview] "User army4ever asks, what is your biggest regret related to BTS?" I pause a little, "Uh, Jungkook do you wanna go first?" "Sure, uh" He takes a moment to think. "I don't remember anything about them and that's my biggest regret, I know we were really close because I can still somewhat feel the love and bond but not fully" He says. He hands me the microphone. "I thought I was a good leader but I guess I didn't pay enough attention to my members, especially their mental health and it was a huge mistake" I say, remembering Yoongi hyung. I wish I could go back and correct things, But I can't. This is life, Not a game. The interviewer kinda awkwardly nods and continues, "Ok next question is by user yoonger , are you still upset with eachother?" "Well, I am not. I forgave all of them a long while ago, but couldn't get in contact with them, I tried to find them but I couldn't. I'm still trying. Everything happened in the spur of the moment and we took our decisions fuming, which wasn't right." I say. Jungkook looks at me, brows furrowed. "Was it really bad?" He says barely above a whisper, sadness clear in his tone. I look at him and nod, looking down after. The interviewer notices the sad aura. "Uhm, well that's it for today, thanks for coming here Jungkook and RM, we really appreciate it" He says. "Thank you for having us" Jungkook and I bow before leaving.
Yoo Im trynna get into the plot But idk how to? Thats why this chapter is eh Anyway apples, Take care and dont skip meals Author-nim loves you!
