After They Disband • BTS

18-Bloodshot

[P R E V I O U S L Y]

Yah, why's your face on your palms?" I ask like an angry asian dad and chuckle.
My smile disappears when I notice Jimin's heavy breathing and whimpers.
He's...crying?
"Why're you crying Jimin?"

[N O W]

"Hm?" Jimin says looking at me with red eyes.
"Why are you crying?" I repeat.
Jimin sniffs and wipes his nose.
"Me? Are you talking to me?" He says pointing at himself.
I nod, not breaking eye contact.
He doesn't say anything,
Instead, his lips quiver and he starts crying again
Now's not the time to ask questions.
I hug him tightly.
He hugs me back,
And cries harder on my shoulder, soaking my shirt.
I rub his back softly.
I pick him up and let him wrap his legs around my waist,
His head buried in the crook of my neck,
He can't stop crying.
A few minutes pass by and he's quiet.
Did he fall asleep?
My shoulder's getting stiff,
My little chimchim, youre a 28 year old well built man now,
I'll lay you down on the bed so you can sleep in comfort.
I tuck him in bed,
And kiss his forehead.
Climbing in next to him and wrapping my arm around him.
Sleep well, chim.

Jimin's POV
"Yoongi hyung! There you are" I said spotting Yoongi hyung's back.
He doesn't respond.
"Ever since you passed away you are in my dreams everyday" I say as I make my way to him across the field.
"I don't know if that makes me happy or sad..." I trail off.
"But that's not the point, where were you for the past few days? I missed you" I asked, putting a hand on his shoulder.
He turns his head to look at me,
Except his eyes are bloodshot.
He looks exactly like how he looked as a corpse, blood everywhere.
I retract my now shaky hand in fear and shock.
"Do something about Hoseok's father's murderer!" He cries blood.
I can't move.
"You can't let Hoseok hate Taehyung for something he didn't do!" Bloody tears stain his cheeks.
I'm scared, I want to run.
"LET HOSEOK KNOW WHO REALLY KILLED HIS FATHER!!" He screams.
I wake up breathing heavily.
I look next to me to find Taehyung's arm on my thighs,
I suppose they were around my waist before I sat up.
I think deeply about the nightmare I just had.
Was that a sign from hyung?
I look at Taehyung who's softly snoring.
I wonder what he dreams of?

[Meanwhile, in Taehyung's dream]
[Author-nim: yoo get me butterscotch please
Taehyung: you look pretty today
Author-nim: i look pretty everyday, youre finally not blind
Jungkook: iiii waaaannnntt strawwwwberyyyyy
Author-nim: taehyungs not moving his lazyass so ill go get it
Taehyung: you look like icecream
Author-nim:
Jungkook:
Taehyung:
Taehyung: c'mere lemme have a bite
Author-nim: ayo homie ya needa cHIILLLL*runs*
Taehyung:*runs*
Jungkook:
Jungkook: can somebody please go get me strawb-
Jungkook: nvm.]

I look out the window.
The sun's shining brightly.
Hoseok hyung must be very happy today hm?

[Flashback 2015]
"The sun is shining brightly and Hoseok's very happy, what's the connection?" Seokjin hyung jokes.
Hoseok hyung furrows his brows.
"What are you on about? Hehe" He asks.
"I don't think it's a coincidence" Taehyung walks in the room,
"I've been noticing lately, everytime hobi hyung is really happy, the sun shines the brightest. I think the sun's a big fan" He continues.
"The sun is so hot, it's very far from being a fan" Jin hyung snorts.
Taehyung glares at him.
"So, hobi hyung happy=sun shining brightly?" I ask.
"Hobi hyung happy=sun shining brightly" Taehyung confirms.
"Now everytime the sun shines brightly, it's Hoseok" Seokjin hyung states.
We all agree.
[End of Flashback 2015]

I look at my phone.
It's 8am, Tuesday.
I'll go shower then.
I step in the shower,
I can't stop thinking about last night.
I cried like crazy.
I feel guilty.
Could I have stopped it somehow?
I surely could've right?
Y/N was wrong, I am a coward.
How do I tell Hoseok hyung that Yoongi-
I sigh.
"He won't even believe me" I say.
"Belive what?" Taehyung asks, wrapping his arms around me.
I flinch.
"Are you going to shower with me again?" I change the topic.
"Mm" He hums.
"I like showering with you" He places a soft kiss on my neck.
I shy away.
"Kim Taehyung you can't just kiss me on my neck like that" I say, trying to sound stern.
He grabs my shoulders,
And turns me around so I'm facing him.
"Yes, I can." He says before pinning me to the wall.
I avoid eye contact with him,
But I can feel his intense gaze burning my skin.
He slowly leans in and licks up my ear shell.
I accidentally whimper his name, "t-taehyung stop"
Which makes him look at me, wide eyed.
"You just moaned out my name, are you enjoying this?" He looks at me with curiousity burning in his eyes.

[Author-nim: curiousity isnt the only thing burning in his eyes
Jungkook: ;)
Author-nim: ;p
Jimin: ???
Author: ill give you a hint, its one of the 7 deadly sins.
Jungkook: *whispers* l u s t~
Author-nim: OH FUCK WHYRE YOU SO CLOSE TO MY EARS WHISPERING LIKE THAT, ILL KARATE CHOP YOUR BALLS OFF
Yoongi: well, someones affected by sensual whispers.
Jungkook: ;) ]

"We are going to be late for work" I try to leave.
He grabs my arms and places another kiss on my neck.
"Can I mark you?" He whispers, eyes glimmering.

Omg i cant believe it
I cANOOT BWLIEVE THIS
finally after my almost one year break
Im updating again
I know it says that the last chapter was updated in june 2020
But i wrote those chapters last year
This chapter is freshly baked
Ah well,
Maybe a day or two old
But im positive on the plot my apples
Which means ill finish this book
Idk if ill keep writing after i finish atd
But we will see,
Anyway im here now,
You better have missed me >:(
Anyway apples
Take care and dont skip meals<3
Im here to talk and here to feed you.