There she is walking down the hallway with her friend jennie,laughing along with her .
She looks pretty as always ,oh i wish i was the one who makes her laugh .
How i wish i had the courage to start talking to her
Here i am only looking from afar ,seeing her everday from distance or pretending i'm reading a book at library just to watch her sitting on her favourite spot to study .How her nose would scrunched if she can't solve the quiz ,oh how i wish i can help her .
If only you notice me , would you feel the same as me ? Because i'm going crazy just by looking at you ,how i wish i can hold your hand ,walk you home oh how i wish ...
You always look cute eventhough you are quiet clumsy type , i remembered when you eat your piece of bread with poached egg on top of it and you bites half of it and the yolk drip to your jeans OH and how you pout after that ! I can buy you a hundreds more of bread with poached egg if it makes you happy
Her eyes
Her honey drip voice
Her pinkish blonde hair
Her pointy nose
Her red lips
Her long slender finger except her short pinkie ,its cute
Oh how lucky it must be to have someone like her
I found out that she left-handed the day i start visited library , she always sitting there alone on her favourite spot , studying
Walking through the hallway i accidentally hear her voice singing in the classroom with guitar and i saw her closing her eyes while strumming the guitar
That day i learned that you have such a beautiful voice , i wonder how perfect can you be
And that day i knew i'm falling too deep for someone who doesn't know me ,i don't even know if she know my name eventhough we have a few same classes.
She sit in the popular table alongside with jennie
Sometimes i saw her eating sandwich wrapped in aluminium foil with disney sticker on it , i wonder who made the sandwich .
I saw her took a glance at me in the hallway while we passing by and i saw her smile at me , i panicked i don't smile back at her instead i whip my head to the front and keep walking
I keep cursing at myself how much i hate myself for being stupid ,i mean HOW HARD IT IS TO SMILE BACK ! Great she must think i'm such a cold hearted bitch who can't reply back a SMILE A FREAKING SMILE !
i headed to library sitting down with books in my hand
I ruffles my hair because how frustrated i am , literally that's my chance to get to know her !
I pull my hoodie over my head and start doing my homework
A minuted passed ,i heard someone pull a chair next to mine and drop her books to the table
I look up and i saw her ,i immediately look down again pretending i'm writing something . Why would she sit he...re...
Oh sweet mother of God ,I JUST SIT IN HER FAVOURITE SPOT AND I DIDN'T NOTICE ?! Yes i'm officially the dumbest person ever
She smells so good oh God im such a crept ,how can i survive to sit beside her i think im going crazy ,i feel like my heart is going to burst at anytime
I decided to try to do my homework with my sweaty palm .
Suddenly i heard her calling me
Lisa
I was too shocked beyond words like how in the hell ,she know my name ?!
I blink while looking at her trying to find my voice to reply back ,i don't know what happen to me today its like universe is playing with me WHY I CAN'T SIMPLY LOOK NORMAL ,stupid lisa just reply her before she think you mute you dumb bitch
Y-yes?
Okay you dumb bitch why you stuttering
Ah i'm park chaeyeong ,you can call me chaeyoung .We took the same biology class . I'm sorry to disturb you but i saw you working on ms
Yuri homework . You see i don't quiet good at biology and i know you are the ace at the class can i ask a few question?
Yes of course anything for her ,i'll do anything she asked me too
Oh of course it will be my pleasure
And that's the begining
