Somehow we become close
Every friday after school we always studying together at the library
Somehow we have lots of common
I feel like she is my soulmate
Sharing the same brain-cell
How we both loves mango
How we both loves thai food
Basically we both has the same taste
Every now and then in the hallway we passing by each other she always smiling widely at me ,waving her hands to me .
I shyly wave my hand at her
But that's it we never talk outside the library.Because she's always busy with her friends.
Friday become my favourite day
Because friday is the day i can spend time with her
Because friday is the day where i can sit close to her
Because friday is the day where i can have her by myself
Because friday is the day where i can get all the attention from her
Because friday is the day i get to know you more
I love the small talks we had after studying
I love the sound of her laugh
I love how her head touch my shoulder everytime she laugh
I learned how clingy she is
how touchy she is
Because she will put her hands on top of my hands while listening to my story
How her hands automatically hold me when she laugh
How her body automatically lean on me
How she tuck my hair while looking at me with those brown eye
I feel like being tortured because i have to warn myself she is that type of girl
Clingy ,touchy but straight as a ruler
Well i don't know about her sexuality ,yet.
I wish she's into girl , NO
i mean into me
But everytime i look at her eyes
I feel like i'm special
I feel like she cared about me
I feel loved
All this assumption in my head , didn't know will bring me to my dream or to my biggest heartbreak
Oh how i wish it was the first one
Until one day , i saw her linking arms with that boy chanyeol the captain of basketball team ,the boy all the girls dream to be his girlfriend .
I saw how her face looking so happy with him , laughing at whatever that boy telling her.Oh how i wish it was me
What have he done in his previous life to get chaeyoung walking beside her ,giving all her attention to him .
My heart start to crumble
I feel like someone just ripped my heart
I can feel my lips start to tremble
I can see tears blocking my view
So i run
I run to the bathroom ,locking myself in the cubicle
I blame myself
Why i'm such a fool
Why i have too much hopes to have someone like her
But it isn't her fault
Its mine
I'm just a friend to her
No more
I wiped my tears
Walking out i headed home
Friday in no longer my favourite day
