HATE

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This is purely not accurate and related to what happens to them in real life, okay.

Summary:

Taehyung hates Seokjin to the core.

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"Good night, hyung. See you tomorrow."

Yoongi walked out of his room and bid goodnight after they've had a serious talk about Yoongi's personal stuffs. Being the eldest hyung gives him a lot of responsibilities but he loved all of them anyways so it was never a problem.

But, he sighed as he suddenly thought of Taehyung. The man just hates him, not just hate but he loathes him. He doesn't know why and what he has done to make the second youngest so distant to him.

Fans surely do notice how they are not as close as the other members and Seokjin didn't even know what to answer them. Well, not really, he feels like he knew what it is but he chose to keep quiet.

It started way back 2013. They were the closest, inseparable in fact. They both loved food and would always eat outside after a long day of practice. They do that almost everyday and they would even take a shower together.

At first Seokjin thought that what he is feeling towards Taehyung was normal. Seokjin loved him more than a friend and more than a brother, he thought of him like his soulmate. He feels so comfortable to him and Taehyung's level in his heart is as valuable as his favorite food, more than his favorite food, in fact.

But as months pass by, those thoughts of him and Taehyung seems to be more than just wht a friend or a brother should think of the other. He started envisioning holding his hand, engulfing him into a tight embrace and kissing him until their lips were swollen, sometimes his imagination would go wild and he will see him and Taehyung fucking on the bedroom, kitchen, shower, the balcony, in the living room or even in the garden.

And that's when he knew he fucked up big time. In his 21 years of living it's just now that he knew he was gay and is in love with his band mate. He told Namjoon,Yoongi and Hoseok about it first then the two young ones he omitted telling them what he feels for Taehyung, he is still embarrassed. All of them accepted him wholeheartedly and there's one thing left to do, he just needs to tell Taehyung.

He doesn't want to but he needs to. He will tell Taehyung about himself but not the truth of how he feels. But it didn't went as he planned. Everytime he will talk to Taehyung something just have to interrupt them.

But he didn't gave up just yet. He concealed what he feels for the mean time and took care of their friendship, but it got harder because every move Taehyung makes, he can't help but feel like it was something more than just brotherly love.

So he did the unthinkable. One night after their practice they went to their favorite ice cream shop and ate there together. Seokjin gathered all of his strength and courage to speak up.

"Vv, I think I need to tell you something." He played with his food while avoiding Taehyung's gaze.

"What is it hyung?"

"I-i ... I'm ... G-gay, VV and I think I like -"

Before he can finish talking, Taehyung stood up and left him throwing him a death glare before leaving the shop.

Pain crossed Seokjin's beautiful face as he himself stood up and left the said shop.

After that day, he never get to be close to his VV again. Everytime he tried and would initiate a conversation the other would just pretend he doesn't exist and would intentionally walk and bump his shoulders causing him to tumble.

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