Clinging to this Feeling

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At school I'm fine,
At home I'm not,
At school I lose myself in the world,
At home I'm cornered by it,
So I try to hold onto something,
Friends,
Work,
Dogs,
None of them work,
But I've always been drown to one thing,
The feeling of love,
I know I'm young,
But please,
Let me have it,
God damn my soul I want it,,
I want to be free,
To open up my dams of tears,
I WANT TO BE FREE OF THIS WEIGHT,
WHY,
WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY,
WHY DO U ALWAYS MESS UP,
...
Please anyone ,
Is someone there,
I can't hold on forever,
At some point it will be too much,
I'll do something stupid,
Please,
Girls,
Look into my eyes,
Not my smile.

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