Chapter 4

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"We need to talk Fi," Marshall whispered

"Talk about what Marshall?!" I bursted all these emotions taking control

"What are you gonna tell me?! That I'm not good enough, that you'd never be with someone like me. That I'm not worthy?! What Marshall What?!?" I yelled with a single tear rolling down my cheek

Marshall looked over at me discomfort and pain obvious in his eyes. "Fi, No, don't ever think any of those things, you are plenty good enough," he paused " You're worthy also" He sighed deeply

"But?" I pushed

"Fi, listen, I cant even explain how frustrated and hurt I get when I see you grinding and making out with those other guys. It hurts a lot Fi,and I know that's your way of getting my attention, and trust me it works. Every time I see it I always wish its me.." He paused and shifted in his seat as we came to a red light.

"but, Fi. I can never let it happen." He said in one breath.

"Why Marshall? It could be you, i WANT it to be you." I said confused and frustrated

"I'm going to hurt you Fi, I know I'm going to, I have extreme commitment issues because of my mom. I cant commit to anything." He looked away from me

"You couldn't hurt me even if you tried Marshall, I don't feel pain anymore. Its all gone, I'm numb."

"Fi, drop it ok, this cant happen. I will hurt you." He growled

We pulled into the parking lot of my apartment. he parked waiting for me to get out

"I'm not giving up that easy Marshall, know that" I kissed him on the lips quickly and grabbed my backpack and board. I quickly got out and ran up to my apartment.

I unlocked my apartment and walked inside I dropped everything on the floor and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed an Arizona tea and my stash of Oreos. I walked back into the living room and plopped onto the couch; I turned on my xbox and put in Call of Duty:Black Ops I knew Marshall would be home soon and on his xbox so I waited patiently. Then I remembered what I did in the car and realized I didn't really want to talk to him right now. I switched to Netflix and restarted American Horror Story.

I had a feeling this Marshall thing wasnt going to end well.

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