Explaning

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Ellie's PoV
I cried and cried for what felt like hours. I hate people seeing my scars. I always cover them up weather it's with waterproof foundation or bracelets.
I hear my door open and close. My bed sinks down a bit.

"Why?" Ash asks.
"Stuff" I answer.
"I want a proper answer right now, Ellie" Ash orders.

I push my self up and sit crossed leg facing Ash.

"It started about when I was 12. I was bullied before then but I couldn't take it any more so I cut" I take a breath "Then Aston came and made me feel better until he started to abuse me and I started again" I say finish and ash embraces me in a hug.

"It's okay. Me, Luke, Calum and Mikey are here for you" Ash says.
"Thanks ash. I'm just going to redo my makeup" I say. I get off the bed and go to bathroom. I just reapply my foundation mascara and eyeliner and lip gloss. I redo my hair and go down stairs.

"I'm hungry" I whine.
"Pizza?" Calum asks.
"Pizza." We say in unison.
"Maybe pizza will be our always" I say. I get four puzzled looks.
"Really??? You haven't read or seen fault in our stars" I ask.
"Nope" Luke pops the p.
" okay ash order the pizza I only like cheese, pepperoni and chicken so yeah. I'll go get my DVD of the fault in our stars" I say running up to my room finding my copy of the fault in our stars.

By the time I got down stairs the pizza had arrived. I put the DVD in the DVD player and pressed play. I sat down in between Luke and Calum. I picked a plate and chose a slice of pepperoni pizza and three slices of cheese. What can I say a girl has to eat. The movie starts to play.

~~~2 hours later~~~
After many slices of pizza and tears from me and the boys, the film ended. my head resting on Luke's chest while he sleeps. I slowly drift off to sleep as well.

~1 hour later~
*snap*
A iPhone camera goes off which wakes me up a tiny bit but I go back to sleep.
"WAKE UP!!!!" Mikey shouts. Me and Luke slowly open our eyes. We both realise at the same that Luke's arms are around my waist. We quickly untangle ourselves from each other. I swiftly move the over side of the sofa blushing.
"Ellie loves Luke and Luke loves Ellie" Calum says.

"Pfft....no" me and Luke say at the same time. I look over to Luke to see him blushing even more. He's so cute when he Blushes.

"They both blushing!!" Mikey shouts.
"No we are not" me and Luke say in unison again.

"Yes you are" the boys argue me and Luke end up going up stairs. Luke trips on the top step and I fall on top on him.

"Well what do we have here" I hear Mikey's voice.
"Shut it Clifford" I say standing up helping like up after. "Yeah, shut it Clifford" Luke Says.
"Shit fuck he's going to kill us" Luke says and we both run to our rooms.

I shut my door and fall on my bed giggling into my pillows. I finally calm down. I head back down stairs and end up walking straight into Luke in the kitchen.

"Sorry" I say awkwardly stepping to the side and getting a bottle of water out fridge.

"Look Ellie I like you a lot." Luke starts.
"Yeahs. go on" I tell him.
"Will you on a date with me?" Luke asks. It takes me a minutes to process what he said.

"Yes I will go on a date with you" I answer Luke. I'm suddenly embraced in a hug from Luke and I hug back.

"Awe" comes from the kitchen door. me and Luke quickly break the hug. I see ash, Cal, Mikey and a older lady standing at the door.

"Luke are you going to introduce me to your girlfriend?" The older lady says.
"Mum!!!! I just asked her out on a date" Luke whines to the older lady who I now know as his Mum. "Mum is is Ellie, Ellie this is my mum, Liz" Luke introduces me to his mum.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Liz Hemmings but you can call me liz." Liz tells me
"Nice to meet you to. I'm Ellie Irwin" I reply.
"Relation to Ash by any chance?" Liz asks.
"Yeah. Me and Ash are Cousins unfortunately" I say.
"Hey!!" Ash says.
"Nah I love him really" I say.

"Ellie and Luke sitting in a tree" the boys start to sing the pre school song. I roll my eyes and fill three glasses of water giving one to Luke and Liz. I tip mine over ash while Liz and Luke tip theirs over Mikey and Cal.

"Uncalled for!" The boys shout heading up stairs to get dry.
"I'm going upstairs" I say leavings Luke and his mum alone.

I start texting a friend who lives round Sydney.

E: hey Harriet.
H: ELLIE!!! I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU IN AGES!!!!
E: Well guess who lives in Sydney now...
H: OMG we have to meet up.
E: Yeah we do.
H: how about tomorrow.
E: I can't.
H: why can't you meet your best friend.
E: well my parents died in a car crash and the funerals tomorrow
H: omg I'm so sorry.
E: could you come with me?
H: yeah of course
E: cool meet me at my place at 9am the address is (((add random address in)))
H: okay see you Tomorrow girly
E: see ya

I finish texting Harriet. Harriet and I have been friends since for ever.

I get my out fit ready for tomorrow.

It's a plain black dress that finishes at my knees and has lace full arm sleeves.
I search for my black flats but then choose my black heels.

"Ellie" Calum knocks on the door.
"There's some one here" he says.
"Okay" I say getting up off the floor. I run down stairs.

"Harriet!!!" I squeal
"Ellie!!!" Harriet squeals.
"Long time no see" I say.
"Yeah" Harriet replys.

I walk to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water for each of us. I feel someone's arms wrapping round my waist.

"Luke" I say.
"Ellie" Luke says.
"Can I speak to you?" He asks.
"Well um. Harriet's here." I say.
"No don't worry I'll step out the room for 5" Harriet says.

"Thanks har" I say
"No problem El" she replies exiting the kitchen shutting the door.
"So" I say crossing my arms.
"Ellie I like you a lot.... i know it's a little early but will youbemygirlfriend" Luke rushes the last part.
"Uh" I say quite not getting the last part.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" Luke asks.
"Luke we haven't been on the date yet" I say.
"How about we go on a date tonight" he asks.

"Don't worry you can go" Harriet burst in.
"Harriet Lily Jones were you listening in" I say crossly at her.
"Might of" she says.
"Is that a yes?" Luke asks.
"Yes, Luke I will go on a date with you" I say.

"Okay be ready by 6pm" he says and walks out kissing my check on the way.

"Har it's 5pm" I say dragging her to my room.

"Pick something for me to wear please?" I kinda order Harriet.
I grab my towel and head to shower.
I turn the shower on and strip down and get in.

----15 minutes later----
I dry my self and head back to my room.

"Get dressed" Harriet says stepping out the room.

I quickly dress. Harriet has picked a white one shoulder, one long sleeve, dress like Kim Kardashian's. A pair of black dolly pumps and a black shoulder bag.

"Okay" I say. Harriet comes in.
"Amazing babs" she says walking over to my jewellery box. She picks out my necklace which is just a plain chain but has a infinity sign, she also picks a matching ring and bracelet.

"Arm" she orders. she squirts some foundation over my cuts well scars.
I rub the foundation on. She hands the bracelet over and I slide it on my right wrist along with a gold and sliver watch on my left wrist.

I sit on the stool at my makeup table brushing my hair. Harriet then straightens me hair. she pins a section each side to the back of my head she leaves my fringe out. She straightens my hair more so it's dead straight.

I apply foundation and power to my face. I then put do a smokey eye affects along with eyeliner and mascara. Too finish I add a dark berry lipstick Shade 30 by the kate moss collection and rimmle London.

"What do you think?" I ask.
"Smoking" Harriet says.

I slip some money and my phone and lipstick into my bag. There's a knock on my door.

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