Demi Lovato one shots

note to self -pt 2

February 10th
  ~I had an English test today, it was way too easy. I saw some kids trying to cheat off of each other...didn't work though, we all had different tests. When I got to math Demi was there, she usually got to class after me, I was kinda of confused. When she saw me she smiled, I thought my heart was gonna burst. Her smile is so beautiful. I know it sounds creepy but it's true, she in general is just beautiful. I found out recently as well that she lives only one street over. If I angle myself a certain way I can sorta see her house. Okay now that sounds creepy.

  Valentine's is coming up, I still don't know what I'm gonna do. I wanna send Demi a small thing, maybe a candy or something but...I don't know if it's a good idea. I've been seeing some boys staring at her in the halls, I know it's stupid but I get upset when I see them staring. She isn't with me but I feel protective of her. She doesn't need to be stared at, yeah she is eye catching but staring is just rude. I gotta decided if I wanna send something to her, we have a day left before you can't order a secret whatever it's called. I might do it, I hope I can scrape together a few dollars.

February 14th
  ~So note to self, watch out for black ice in the parking lot of school. Not fun to hit in a car, with shoes on is worse. I didn't fall though so that's nice. I did see some kids slip, I laughed a little, kind of feeling bad for laughing but still. Today was Valentine's day though, lots of kids got candy or flowers. I did end up buying one for Demi, I do know though that she didn't get mine first. When I saw her in math she already had one in her hand, it was a rose. When sat beside me I glanced at the tag on the stem. Some dude signed his name but it was not even readable. She got mine during class though, when her name was called she seemed shocked. She looked around the room as well, I swear her eyes landed on me.

  We also have lunch together, I can't sit with her though, she sits at the table with the cheerleaders, i usually sit alone but I've tried to sit with her. Everytime I get too close the cheerleaders had one if the football players lead me away. I for the most part just walk away, obviously they don't want me near but they should just say it to my face instead. I'm getting pissed off now, I'm gonna stop writing for now.

February 23rd
  ~I now know why detention is so hated. It's so boring. No phones, no nothing, the teacher knows I like books so I can't even read. It's bullshit. I know though that my reason for the detention was not bullshit. When me and Demi we're walking to class one day some one shoulder checked her. She's kinda tiny so it sent her straight into the lockers along the wall. Now, I've never fought or anything so I can't punch for shit. I can though kick pretty hard. I know I shouldn't of done it but I kicked the guy who made her go back. A shit show ensued.

  Did I get the shit beat out of me? Yep. Do I even care? Nope. I saw Demi for a slip second while I was getting beat, she was crying and looked like she was telling them to leave me alone. I don't know though. Before I could even get to her she was ushered to class and I was hauled down to the nurse. I don't regret it, she could of gotten hurt and I wasn't about to let that happen on my watch. My parents don't care, they seem a bit proud for me standing up for someone. I haven't seen Demi since I was hauled to the nurse, even this morning. She very well may be sick or something but it just doesn't seem like her to miss class.

  I need to be honest I guess and say that I miss her, since we've talked I've noticed I smile more, I seem a bit more happy to go to school. Math doesn't seem like a waste of my time, it's nice now, relaxing almost. I need to go do my homework, fucking physics, it's easy though or at least I think  it is.