Lost

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Ned nagged Peter the entire way back to his house, the snow had gotten their shoes wet & toes freezing.

They quickly ran upstairs & changed.

"I know you dont want to lose Mj, but what if she liked you back", Ned tried to encourage Peter? "Like, like you-like you"?

"Why are you saying this, she doesnt. You're just trying to get my hope's up", Peter scowered through his top drawer for a fresh pair of clothes, he couldn't find any. He hit the dresser in response. "Damn it", Peter groaned, his voice low & his head now resting on the dresser.

Ned watcher in disbelief. "Peter", Ned said as calm as he could.

"What Ned?! What", Peter blew up.

"I know you're upset & all from Mr. Stark, Black Widow, & Cap but that doesnt give you the right to drag your sorry life onto everyone else", Ned grabbed his stuff & left.

Ned slightly slammed the door on his way out.

May came out of her room, in a robe with her hair in a messy bun. "Who just left", May asked? She noticed the frustration on his face.

"Uh... Ned, we got into an argument", Peter admitted, he had to calm his voice. May seemed confused, the boys were alot of things, but never mad at eachother.

May went for a hug, but Peter backed away into his room before she could wrap her arms around him. He slowly closed & locked his door.

"Pete, I'm gonna make some breakfast if you want some", May said. "I'm making pancakes".

"I'm good", Peter said, the hurt in his voice echoed through her ears.

"Peter please, just unlock the door, let's talk", May tried. She placed her hand on the knob ready to walk in & comfort him.

"No May", Peter said followed by a loud sob. May went & got the key to the door, she slid the key into the slot, the sobs grew only slightly louder. She opened the door. The door was so quiet but May's footsteps weren't. "I'm fine May".

"Honey, when was the last time you took your medication", May asked sitting down & placing her hand on his shoulder.

"A while ago, maybe two weeks", Peter admitted, the tears staining his face as they ran from his eyes to his cheek to the pillow. "I cant take them May, the pills are barely helping, nothing helps".

Peter sat up & leaned against May, May threw her arm around him. "It's okay, we'll find something else, something you shouldnt have to take ever 4 to 6 hours", May tried with a joke, but silence filled the room.

They sat on the bed, Peter crying on May's shoulder.

"I just really miss them", Peter says.

"Me too", May started rubbing his shoulder. "Listen, I dont want that door locked anymore". Peter nodded in agreement. May stood up & pulled Peter off the bed & into the kitchen.

"I'm not hungery", Peter said, it was a lie but he didnt want anything but to sulk in his room.

"Bullshit", May said, catching Peter off guard, May barely ever swore. "That super strength increases your metabolism, which would make you almost always hungery". May cockily smiled at Peter.

"You knew", Peter asked?

"Tony told me, when he first ever came to the house", May said.

Peter was still in shock. "I'm sorry", Peter ran to his room, quickly locking the door behind him. May ran to the door but was to late.

"Peter", May yelled. She heard the blaring sounds of the streets for a moment, then the sound stopped. She ran to the kitchen window & saw Spiderman swing away, opposite to their building.

...

Mj woke up at about 7 a.m.

She looked throughout the house, but no sign of Peter or Ned.

"Hey dad have you seen my friends", Mj asks?

"From what your mother told me, she saw Ned & a young man walk out", Mike said, he never took his eyes off his paper.

"Why's mom here", Mj asked.

"It's still her house until . . .", Mike started.

"She cheated on you & she left us, multiple times dad", Mj screamed, her mother walked out into the living room. "Why are you here"?

"Dont you talk to me like that, I'm your mother", She yelled.

"A real mother wouldnt have left is or cheated on dad", Mj yelled back, she pushed past her mom & into her room. Grabbing a backpack, book, her phone, & some money. She left.

She heard her mom yell at her from the doorway, but Mj was already down the stairs. She walked, & walked. Until she got to the cafe.

She quickly took a corner seat & started to read her book, ignoring all sound & people around her.

A few pages into her book, Mj ordered something to drink & started to shut out everything around her. That is until someone sat down infront of her.

She ignored them until she finished the chapter, she placed her book mark & sat the book down. Sitting infront of her was Peter. "Oh, nice to see you today", Mj emphasized the 'today'.

"I'm sorry I left this morning without saying good bye, I had stuff I had to do & you were sleeping, ot 5 a.m. I just didnt want to wake you", Peter rambled.

"It's fine, I'm just messing with you", Mj said, she took a sip of her drink.

"What are you doing here", Peter asked?

"I couldn't stay there, my mother's an asshat & my fathers a push over, the diverse is so close to being over & shes now trying to get him back", Mj rolled her eyes. "Why are you here"?

"I just feel suffocated & it's like everything I do has a bad consequence, I had to get away from it all", Peter said. Mj places a hand on his.

"What happened", Mj asked, she was concerned.

"Me & Ned got into an argument, May is suffocating me, & I just found out my mentor went behind my back", Peter said, he looked at the table.

"It'll be okay", Mj said.

"I'm sure for you as well", Peter said.

Mj gave a little smirk, snow flakes rest in her hair, her cheeks were red from the sudden warmth of the cafe, & her eyes twinkled in the cafe light.

Peter didnt know what happened, it might have been a rush of emotion that ran over him, or horde of hormones.

Peter leaned in, pulled Mj's chin up, & kissed her. His eyes finally found the rest they needed, he lips found the attention, & he felt nothing but her.

The kiss lasted a few seconds before Peter pulled himself away, he was as shocked as her.

"I'm sorry", Peter grabbed his stuff & ran out the cafe before Mj had the chance to get up.

Peter speed walked down the sidewalk, wiping away his tears before the chilling wind froze them. He walked, & walked.

He felt he lost everything, but he also got everything he wanted.

A/N: Sorry for taking so long, I wanted to create the perfect part that pulled at all of your emotions

Thnx for reading :)

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