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forty-five

getting back together (series)•

WARNING: mature content

suga:
2 months after breakup-
you couldn't stop crying. your heart hurt. so much you choked on your sobs here and there. when you would think of him it made your heart shatter ten times more. on the one day you had your own time, you cried all morning because you've found one of yoons shirts near his suitcase when you were cleaning. '
'was he thinking of me? does me miss me?' you thought many times.
"she's upstairs" you heard your mothers voice from a distance.
yoongi made his way up to your room. was he nervous? yes. did he know what to say? no. it's only been 6 hours since he found out from your mom that you're not ok, and he couldn't figure out what he wanted to to say to you.
your heart raced when a knock on your door got your attention. 'he's here?' you thought. you paced for a minute before you came to your senses and turned the door knob.
"hey" he gave you a small smile.
"hi" your breath hitched.
you made way for him to enter.
'nothing had changed' he thought.
of course nothings changed, it hasn't been long since he's last been there. it just felt different this time.
"how are you" he asked you shyly.
you were faced away from him. your head leaned against your door as you shut it. he knew you weren't feeling the best, he wasn't either. at that moment you told yourself to be strong, but a lump in your throat stopped you from speaking... and you bursted into tears. he walked towards you and hesitated to hug you from behind. until you finally found the courage to speak.
"not so great" you continued to sob.
he couldn't contain himself and pulled your waist close to him- held you. he felt your body tense for a minute but your reaction caught him off guard. you spun faster than ever and wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in. both your body's melted into each other. he couldn't help but tear a bit. he missed your arms around him.
"i'm never letting you feel that way again" he promised.

rm:
2 weeks after break up-
"hello?" you heard his voice.
your sobs kept you from saying anything. he could her you crying on the other end of the line.
"baby- y/n? are you ok?" he asked worried.
"i- i uh" you couldn't let a words out.
"are you alone? y/n are you hurt"
'yes, my heart fucking hurts' you wanted to say.
"y/n, you're worrying me!"
"i... i miss you" you sighed.
he couldn't help but smile. his heart pounded faster.
"i'm ok by the way. i just i needed someone right now, these- ugh these girls are so fucking rude! telling me i don't know you and that our relationship wasn't true! but what hurt me the most was that im actually hurting because i miss you and i thought they'd stop mentioning you after i told them we broke up but they kept nagging and nagging how im a liar and just hearing your name- that is your stage name- it still broke me and-" you took a deep breath.
"those aren't your friends" he responded.
"yeah, not anymore" you scoffed.
it was silent for a minute and you got impatient. you wanted to hear him say something about you, about your relationship. doesn't he miss you? does he love you? or even worse, does he hate you?
"i miss you too" he blurted out.
you sobbed then. he was confused but he couldn't help but smile even more. he told you he missed you and he was happy to finally confessed to you.
"i-im s-sorry, i just- im so stupid!! i broke your heart and a person who loves you shouldn't have done that, i wouldn't be surprised if you hate me because i would hate me too-"
"hey no. i love you..." he confessed again.
you both talked for hours. everything you both needed to know was finally cleared. it felt good to know the truth.
"i'm going back to seoul this weekend. let's meet up?" he suggested.
"really??!!" you said excited.
"i miss my girlfriend" he chuckled.
you both had the biggest smiles on your face. you both had your heart fixed. you knew that this time nothing was gonna separate you both ever again. nothing in a million years.

jungkook:
8 months after breakup-
you've felt better about yourself for the past few weeks. of course their was times when you missed him. and some hope you'd see him. you guessed god listened to your prayers because as you walked out of your fitting room backstage of the AMAS. you could hear chants of bts. your thoughts were correct when you made eye contact with hobi and tae, your heart was too happy to ignore their sweet smiles. you excitedly ran to them and gave them a big hug. jungkook was standing their a bit awkward but- something came over you. his presence made you happy like before. you had to hug him as well.
"you look amazing" he complimented you.
"you as well" you smiled at him.
you greeted the rest of the guys and was overjoyed to know you were about to share a table with them. you sat next to jungkook. everyone thought it was weird. photographers were over the moon, capturing the moment. but you and him were in your own little world, smiling and laughing, just catching up a bit. nothing was actually awkward or weird.
"let's get ice cream afterwards" he suggested.
'just like when we used to date' you both thought.
"sure" you tried not to sound too happy.
you both turned around and a smile creeped on your face.
'is something gonna happen between you two' you thought.
'does she still love me' he wondered.
you and the guys left the venue together, jungkook always by your side and helping you with your dress.
"two cookies and cream please" he ordered.
'my favorite. he remembers' you gave him small puppy eyes when his head turned the opposite direction. you were totally in love with him. for a split second you forgot all about your break up, it felt like when you two were dating. but you soon remembered. did you forget how bad he hurt you? no. does it matter to you still? yes. do you trust him? you wanted to. do you love him? always.
"here" he covered your small figure with his jacket.
"don't you think how funny it's gonna be tomorrow morning. the media is gonna *bomb* " you giggled as scooped on your ice cream.
"'y/n y/l/n and bts' jungkook spotted.'" he mocked the media in a deep voice.
you laughed along with him. it felt great. jungkook always made you have a good mood.
as you both were getting in your car, he opened the door for you but soon pulled you close to him before you had the chance to get in. his lips and yours touched. he didn't know what he was doing. it came to a shook to him as well. you couldn't help but kiss back moments later. you missed how soft his lips were. the way he would tug on your bottom lip for entrance, made you go insane. he held your cheek with his hand, wanting to stay in that position. he felt as if that was the last time he would see you or communicate with you in any sort of way. he didn't want to let you go. but... the second you both pulled away, you knew what you wanted. and before your mind could actually comprehend anything, your own lips spoke for yourself.
"i love you" you confessed.
"i love you more. and i miss you... i am truly sorry for hurting you" his eyes were teary.
you made it clear for him that it was his last chance and going through that heartbreak wasn't easy- for him or for you. he knew he had to regain your trust and he didn't mind it, as long as he's with you, he would be happy. your heart felt the same as before, maybe even more actually. he's your one and only and you both could never escape each other.