Little Things But , Real

Chapter :5

Rrr..the door bell rang...who the hell is it...coming just right there.
As i open the door i find my mom drunk and standing on the support of the handsome aged guy. He seemed to be very matured.

"Exucuse me who are you and what is my mom doing with you?"
I quickly take my mom to the room and make her lie on the bed and quickly confront the man standing on the door.
"May i know how do you know my mom."

"Actually your mom and I...."
"What mom and you...?"
"No don't take it otherwise your mom and I just are just friends.."
"Wait my mom never mentioned about you, may I know how did you meet my mom?"

"Your mom and I meet at the club I visit... it's been a week I have met your mom.."

"And can tell me all about today, how on earth have you land here?"
The thing is that your mom was sobbing today and I was to concerned about her...she was too drunk and the only thing she kept on repeating was; I am the one responsible for all what happening to Nania...I am the worst mom ever.."

"Really, did she say that...?"
My heart sank into deep concern of my mom but I immediately came back into my consciousness."

"Wait how did you get my address?"
"Actually your mom once told me about where she lived so.. "
Hmm...
"So I guess i"ll be leaving.."
"Yeah...anyways thank you"
Mmm...
He left but his presence made me feel Insecure..though he had a mature character but left my with a very strong bad vibe...

I felt like a sign of a bad occurence...

Now the main thing was to focus on my mom. My mom needed serious medications and so I decided to take my mom to the doctor.

I knew a doctor who was actually our family doctor when we were a family...anyways I think he could help me cause he was aware about all our health issues.
I checked through my phone,diary but unfortunately I could not find his number.

I decided to call dad and ask him the number.
R..rrrrrgg..
"Hello who am i speaking to?"
"Sir....(with a long pause) do you know Dr James?"
"Yes....but..."
"Could you please give me his number it is an emergency."
"Yeah sure..."
After i noted down the number he asked, "may I know who you are...?"
"Thank you sir..."

A moment of silence crowded me...I felt very bad and lonely.
It had been only few months I had not spoken to dad and in these few months I had become something not so unusually to him....that he could not even recognize my voice.
That feeling of him not recognizing me filled me with to much sadness...

Finally after all this I got the doctor's number.

"Hello doctor it's me Nania."
"Hello Nania what a pleasure to talk to you, how can I help you my child?"
I told him all what had happened and all what mom was going through and so he suggested me to come and meet him in his clinic the coming day...

I felt so down after all what happened so I called Erika...as I felt i could share her my feelings and that would make me feel better.

(On the call...)
Hey Erika I need to share you something...I hope you would listen to me. I told her all what happened and she like a good girl listened all what I said.
"Hey why are you not saying anything...?"
" Hello... " that manly voice and I was sure that was Christan.

I immediately cut the call....."fuck what have I done.."

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