You are warned there's going to be foul language and fluff's in this book. I will tell you when a fluff comes and when it will be gone. So keep an eye out if you don't like fluff's. And cutting but only in this chapter and maybe later. Maybe.
By the way your 13 right now.
Your pov
My eye's are closed. "/n)" I hear."(y/n)"
I lift my head and look at my teacher miss____."yes. Miss____" I asked. (I couldn't come up with a name at the time)"were you sleeping" she questioned eyeing me up and down." No I just layed my head down" I lie."Okay good" she left and walked back up to the front of the class. She was a really strict teacher. And I didn't want her to tell my mom I was sleeping in class. She would beat me up again.
--Time skip--
I'm on the school roof and it's luch I have no one to sit with. I'm bored. I take out my bento and start eating. I don't get bullyed much anymore.
I'm just invisible. To everyone. I sigh.
I wonder why no one's ever on the roof. Is it me? Am I the problem? Nevermind.I like the silence you could say i'm obessed with it. I like laying my sorrow. It's satisfies me. No one really cares about me. I wish that dad was here. He was the only one that was there for me, but sadly he died when i was 6 on my birthday.
Mom just Yells at me and calles me a mistake. So I have no emotional support. I just sat there eating like every other day. I finish my lunch and the bell rings. I ran to class and was on time at least.
--Time skip--
I walk home. by myself. It was getting dark out, I had to stay in after school because the teacher found out that I fell asleep. Someone snitched on me, it was actually one of my many bullys. Well mom's gonna kill me.
I finally reach the house I was raised in, filled to the brim with horrible memory's. I open the door. Expecting nothing and finding nothing. I go to my room and close my door. I flop myself on my bed and I grab my laptop and turn it on. At the time i just watched some hunter x hunter on my laptop.
mom was at work. but she would probably start yelling at me once she gets home. She usually drinks stright away when she gets home. She brings her boyfriends some times, but she usually go's to her boyfriends houses. Atleast I don't have to deal with all of the desterbing stuff they do when their here.
mom beats me up when I mess up or don't listin to her or just when she feels like it. And she starves me for a week or so. I wonder how I'm still alive. But it's not like it matters.
I tear up.Why. Why does it always have to be this way. What did I do wrong! My breathing is hard and it hurts to breath. I start to shake uncontrollable. Grab my hair and clench it, I mumble a bunch of nonsense that I don't even understand.
I get a feeling that I want to desperately cut myself but it's useless to do it you don't gain anything from it, but it still feels good.
I stand up go to my bathroom grab the razor blade off the counter of my sink. I Pull my sleeve up to see multiple scars. I only cut on my left arm and no were else.
I bring the blade to my wrist and drag it across my wrist. The blood that I've seen multiple times dripping out, falling into the sink. I do the same thing five more time's in different spots, i as my vision is getting faint stop. Tears still falling out of my eye's. I put the blade away.
I wipe the tears off of my face, look in the mirror, seeing as my face red from crying, i feel like throwing up from my uglyness.(your not that's just what you think at the time being) god i hate myself so much. i always have a conversation with myself that i just pity myself or i want pity but that's not true. I walk back to my bed, Plopped on it and felt way better than before.
The warmth of my bed calming me down. my wrists were burning on fire and hurt so much but that helps me sleep. i used to have insomnia when i was 5 up to 9 but that's when i started to watch anime and escape reality.
My eye's were half closed and half open. I was tired as hell. It's 5:00 am. Wait isn't mom suppose to be home bye now. I check my phone and see a message from mom.
Mom: i'm not gonna be home today. Watch the house for me.
(Y/n): okay
She's probably with one of her boyfriends.*yawns* well I'm tired. I Fell asleep not long after that.
I open my eye's and see that i'm in a black space no one to be seen."hello?" I say, my weird ass expecting an answer. I see someone, there was a boy. he looked to be 16. he was tall had (h/c) hair, green shining eyes, along with my eye shape and lip shape as well.
"hey your my sister, your really from the hunter x hunter relm and your going back there now, can we get this over with please"he said out of nowhere all in one breath."huh?" I blink. I take in the information that was given trying to process what's happening.
"Huh!? I'm an only child I'm not your sister And what!? your just a stupid dream it's not physically possible that I'm from the hunter relm " i said not beliveing one thing. There's also no such thing as 'the hunter relm' I think.
Well if looks could kill we look pretty alike, but I'm not admitting that to a total stranger and me being from the hunter relm? not possible.
"You are my sister and I'm your brother. Can we get this over with? i need to send you were you belong" he calmly said. "got any proof " I ask, feeling sassy.
" witch one? You being my sister or you originally being from the hunter relm?" He asked. "Both" I say. "Why don't you wake up and we have a DNA test?" He questions."okay?" I say/questioned unsure.
"Wait, how do i wake myself up?" I ask."I don't know try slapping your face or something" he exclaimed. I get ready and slap myself across the face really hard. I wait. Wait. But I didn't wake up.
"bwahahaha!"(wtf ldk what kinda laugh that was)"I was kidding " he spoke through laughs. I feel rage filling me to the brim. He. Made. Me. Bitch slap myself. Before I can do anything he touched my forehead and I blacked out.
My eye's open to the sight of my so called brother. I stand up walk to him with a blunt face, I rise my hand and bitch slap him."really" I say still with a blunt face on. "Calm down I was kidding. were even now, right?" he says backing away slowly.
"Let's go get the DNA test done" he says."but how are you gonna prove that I'm from the hunter relm? And I'm pretty sure there's no hunter relm" I say and asked cause i can do both."there is a hUnTeR rELm. just wait and see" he mocked me. ohhhooooo this bitch, i'll kill him. I have to keep my temper under control though, well not really i'm just really tiered.
--Time skip--
I look at the paper in my hands with disbelief. What this can't be. I reread it like 5 times and I'm still unsure if he rigged the results or not.
"If your my brother why didn't you come for me when dad died!" My emotions changed and tears cornered my eye's, but I didn't let them fall. Wow, I'm feeling lot's of emotions today.
"I didn't know how to transport dimension to dimension. How was I suppose to know?" He explained. I guess he's right. I fought the tears back. And wiped the tears that were about to fall.
I ran up to him and hugged him."wait I don't even know your name?" I stumble backwards."Akio" he simply said.
"Now, are you ready to go to the hunter x hunter relm?" He asked."huh? I thought that was a joke." I say."no, No it wasn't" he shook his head.
"Yeah, okay" i said excited."okay one more thing. Your going to be zero years old" he said a guilty face on. Wait what?" hey that's not fair!" I was about to unleash my rage upon him, but sadly I blacked out. Lucky him.
Hey I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of this fanfic but i wanted to get this chapter over with so I'm sorry if it's bad. until the next chapter
~Ja ne~
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Hunter X Hunter (killua x reader) (Ongoing)
RandomJust read please and also this is based of the original hunter x hunter but with a little twist. Also I do not own hunter x hunter or any of the characters except you bye the way this is a killua x reader story;) I hope you enjoy!