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| Bree's Point Of View |
one month later
It's been one whole month since I've found out that I'm pregnant. Also, one month since I've been in college.
College life isn't bad, well not that bad. It'd be way better if I didn't have morning sickness or if I could attend the coolest parties here with my roommate Kylee.
She seems to get mad every time I tell her I don't want to go to a party with her.
It just sucks, it sucks being pregnant at this age. I honestly shouldn't be having these thoughts, I should be thinking about studying or going to parties, not worrying about hiding my pregnancy from everybody.
I hate lying to everyone. Mostly Ashton because he's the sweetest guy that I've ever met, and I'm so thankful to call him mine, but I feel like as soon as I tell him that I'm pregnant, he'd break up with me.
"Bree, are you even listening?"
Snapping out of my thoughts, I turned my attention to Kylee.
"I was telling you about the party tonight," she chuckled sightly. "But I guess you weren't listening."
"I'm sorry, Ky. I'm just out of it right now." I replied.
Over this past month Kylee and I have grown closer, not only as roommates, but as friends as well.
"You're always out of it," Kylee sighed. "Are you sure you're alright?"
"I know, I'm fine. I promise." I lied. Truth is I'm far from being fine, I'll be fine once everybody knows and excepts the fact that I'm pregnant.
"So, that basically means you don't want to go to the party with me tonight, right?" Kylee dramatically sighed.
"Yeah, I'm sorry, Ky."
"It's cool. But seriously, before we leave for thanksgiving break, your ass is coming to a party with me if you like it or not." she pointed her finger at me.
I laughed. "Whatever you say, Kylee."
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"Seriously, just call me if something's wrong. I'll be back later, see you!" Kylee quickly said before she left.
I didn't bother to reply since she already left.
I picked up my phone and went to my messages, seeing that I had a text from Ashton from earlier.
From Ashton,
hey love! :)
To Ashton,
hi babe!
From Ashton,
i hate not waking up to you :(
To Ashton,
i know babe, me too. just wait until thanksgiving break and i'll be home for a whole week and a half! :)
From Ashton,
i know baby, i cant wait :P but i'll let you get to your studying! love you baby girl❤
To Ashton,
same! and i love you too curlyboo❤
I sat my phone down with a sigh. I really wish I could just tell him that I'm pregnant, but I really don't want to ruin our relationship.
I know that I'll have to tell him sooner or later, but I'm defiantly not ready to tell him or my parents or anyone.
Good thing that I'm only one month along so that means I'm not going to start showing yet.
My stomach grumbled, causing me to turn my attention to it.
I got up and looked at the time. The clock read 9:30pm.
Sleep time.
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n e x t m o r n i n g
My phone rang loudly, causing me to wake up.
I picked up my phone and it read Ashton.
"Hello?" I answered tiredly. "Babe, I gotta talk to you about this show Luke got me watching." he spoke loudly.
I looked at the time. "Ash, it's 9am, I wanna sleep."
"Just listen, I gotta get some of this stuff off my chest."
I sighed. "Go ahead."
"Anyways, Luke was randomly watching this show on MTV, so I decided to watch it too."
"Okay, go on."
"It's called Teen Mom 2, and these girls have very interesting lives." Ashton chuckled quietly.
"What do you think about them having a baby as a teen?" I asked him curiously, this is a good time to get his opinion.
"I think it's a bad thing, no offense to the people who are pregnant as teens, I just think it's not good to have a baby as a teen at all, because as a teen you have so much to think about. And some people are just stupid enough not to wear protection during sex. I mean, do you understand where I coming from?" Ashton replied.
"Totally." And with that, I hung up.
I don't mean to be rude to Ashton, but I can't help but to feel upset by what he said.
And he's also calling himself stupid, because he obviously didn't wear protection either.
Gosh, I can't tell him that I'm pregnant, he thinks it's a bad thing.
I'll tell him when I'm ready.. Whenever that is.
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i finally updated this, sorry for the wait
i just have been busy with pizza and Netflix and being the lazy person i am
anyways thanks for all the reads and votes so far
you guys are rad (:
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Sercetly Pregnant By Ashton Irwin
Fiksi Penggemarin which a girl gets pregnant by her boyfriend of one year, and decides to keep her pregnancy a secret.