hey ghost
It's the next day. I didn't talk to either of them today. Gym class was interesting tho.
We played volleyball which I absolutely suck at and we split up into 4 teams. My team was against Mark's and when he was serving he ALWAYS made sure the ball went straight to me. He did it on purpose! Every damn time! To say I was pissed would be an understatement.
However, I did what every normal person does. I said nothing. Passive aggression is the way to go, I guess.
Anyway, I was still confused about what happened yesterday and it only got worse when another one of our classmates came to talk to me at the end of class. It was a girl this time, Lara, and she's good friends with Tim and Mark.
She asked me if I have a boyfriend, which I don't, and then she asked if I have a crush on anyone. It was the typical girl talk! Lara is awesome, we've talked before and I actually really like her so I didn't mind her nosiness.
I told her that I didn't really have a crush on anyone at the moment but she didn't let it go. She wanted to know if there was anyone in our class that I found interesting. Again, I told her no. And yet, she kept going, this time asking about Tim.
"What about him?" I'm curious now.
"Well, don't you find him interesting? Do you think you guys could be something more?" She answers with more questions.
I really don't understand what's going on. Mark asked me out, then he and Tim walked me to the train station and now Lara's asking me about Tim???
"It's not that I don't find him interesting, I just don't really know him yet." I didn't know what to say.
I told my best friend and she said they both like me but I find that hard to believe. I don't know what to think so I'm not trusting either of them.
until next time,
mars
