Shattered Soul [COMPLETED]

Chapter 10

Ben,

I love you, there I finally told you, I'm just sorry that it won't be to your face.

I'm sorry you couldn't fix me, I tried I really did, but it was hard, really hard. And towards the end, the last of my fight had drained out of me.

I wish the words you told me could've overpowers those of the voices in my head. I wish I was enough for you. I wish you never met me because you don't deserve the pain I'm putting you through, but the selfish part the of me is grateful for meeting you. You were the tiny speck I light fighting it's way through my darkness, I'm sorry that light never made it all the way through.

I want you to forget me, I'm not worth the pain, I want you to go out and find someone who is not anything like me, because you deserve so much more. I want the best for you, I just wish that could've been me.

I'm so incredibly sorry, I don't know what else to say but sorry. I just couldn't do it anymore.

I love you. Forget everything about me except for how much I loved you. I was inlove with you. I always will be.

Love,
Scarlett