Mistakes lead me

What inner feelings

(Quick recap for my faithful readers Now, in this story  Xavier (THE BULLY) Xavier bullies sweet small adorable Conney (THE INNOCENT BOY)  but soon feels sorry for the previous actions  he has done and  realized uprising new feelings he has gained but doesn't known how to deal with them so expresses it in anger and unexpected actions. On Conney's side Conney is very confused and, lost with what has currently happened and pushes the incident behind him and soon gaining a new friend

Xavier's P.O.V.

(still in bathroom stall)

"FUCK!!!!." Xavier exclaimed out loud smacking his hand against the stall , he closed the stall shut and, locked it sitting on tha toilet having so many thoughts swarm in his mind.

"Why Would i do that Now i'm in bigger shit then before!." He kept mentally arguing with himself. "First the stupid feeling!."Then the KISS! Now this I can't even believe that I tried to get off not even tried I DID get off  by a fucking boy I'm fucking gross. He looked down to still see he was fully hard (forgetting his pants were still down)

"Oh shit grate ion need this shit  right now then he vaguely remembered that he almost  was about to bust dealing with Conney  Shit I ain't got no other fucking choice ". Xavier sighed annoyed at himself  leaned back against the toilet and grabbed the base of his member and started slow stroking it. Slowly feeling aroused again

"Ahhh ssssss" he hissed.

He tried to think about previous girls he's been with but ,all he could he could think about was earlier , how Conney felt so soft and how his lips quivered on his the way Conney body matched so nicely into his hands how he, moaned when Xavier bit into his neck. Xavier's  stokes sped up faster and faster

"Ohh i'm about to cum Ahhh" Xavier moaned in a quivered voice  to himself.

(Xavier mind flashback)

"mmm ahhh stoop it"

"Oh but i don't think you really want to

Conney cause you hard as fuck "

"ahhh aaahhhh imma be late mmm"

"noooo stoooop it please Xavier"

"Ohhhh Shit I'm cumin SHIT ahhhh!!!" 5 powerful milky cream streams shot out. Xavier breathing hard and fast from his release  looking at his right hand full of hot cum .

"God what is wrong with me...?.kept asking himself a question he just couldn't answer anymore. He got up off the toilet trying best to collect himself and,went to the sink washing his dirty hand " Thank god no one was in the bathroom but me" he whispered to himself leaving the bathroom.

Xavier's P.O.V

(End of school hour's)

"Ayy yo Xavier. Xavier wait up brah ." His friend Davon yelled across the hall as Xavier was about to make his way out the door.

"Wassup Dav.?."

"Ayy X you ain't doin nuin when you get home right. ?."Davon asked curious

"Nah ion think so why.."

"We can chill and shit my folks out for the weekend."

"Oh damn I forgot that today is Friday ."

"Yeah nigga so I can invite some fine ass girl  to chill and you me and, Kevin can hang."Davon said excited.

"Uuuuuh maybe I gotta see first I'll keep you posted tho ight." Davon looked surprised at Xavier's answer but,accepted it.

"Umm ight then just hit me up you know where I'm at."

They both dapped each other up then split ways Xavier walking out the school making his way to his bus stop with a quick glance seeing Conney

"Ahhh FUCK. " he whispered walking near the stop sign where Conney  was waiting for the bus as well.....

   "Shit what I do.? What I say?." Xavier heart was pounding he didn't know that a simple kid like him could make him feel like this and he couldn't believe it was a BOY..He took took a few more glances at Conney and finally built up the courage to speak.

hey Conney ." Xavier yelled, Conney responded to his name he turned to see it was Xavier. Xavier could clearly tell get was nervous because his hands were shaking so badly against his book bag strap.

"Oh great fine wanna be like that."Xavier growled to himself  walking towards Conney  where he was standing

"I know you heard me call you" Xavier stated looking him right in the face "hey look at me when I'm talking to you man." He touched Conney on  his shoulder lightly Conney jumped terrified at me which had Xavier feeling some type of way .

"Hey look like I said before ion mean no harm i just man ion know and, sorry again about earlier I don't know what I was thinking."

Xavier could still see Conney still had fear in his eyes but, it slowly soften up

"I-it's okay." Conney whispered to where Xavier could barely hear him.

"I want you to sit with me on the bus." Xavier blurted "God what the hell I just say out loud." he put his hand on his lips to pretend he didn't just say what he said .

"Excuse me....?." Conney asked confused

"I ummm said I want you to sit next to me on the bus so I can. Holla at you for a second you heard that right."

Xavier stated kinda harsh

"Uuuuuh ahhh oookay I-i guess i-it's idk okay wait no.".Conney murmured softly.

I looked at him in defeat I just had to figure out another way to talk to him I can't use the harsh approach so I took in a deep breath and let out a long sigh grabbing the bridge of my nose in annoyance
" look Conney please just please sit and talk with me for a little bit on the bus please that's all I'm asking you." I managed to say in a calm voice , he still didn't say anything but his Demeter soften up a then he finally spoke

" w-well I guess it's okay just for a little bit" he said barley over a whisper....

"Wow this kid got me so caught up for no freaking reason it's frustrating and  making my head hurt.". Xavier mentally arguing with himself. Their bus slowly arriving shortly thank goodness

There was barely anyone riding the bus today probably because most were going outta town today throughout the weekend", Xavier said to himself still thinking how he was going to converse with Conney on the bus ride home...