A new life //The new maknae//

chapter 6

The darkness filled the room.
With tired eyes I checked the time on my phone.
2 AM.
Although I laid down hours before but I still wasn't able to fall asleep.
My thoughts kept me awake.
This was all so new for me.
It seemed so surreal.
Two weeks ago I helped my dad with the sowing and now I slept in a house of a millionaire band.
A millionaire band which I was a part of.
Leastways inofficial.
I sighed while I turned to the other side.
It was the first time this week that my parents came up to my mind.
God, I missed them so much.
I didn't call them yet cause I knew that they had a lot to do at the moment, especially now where I wasn't there.
They wouldn't have time for a long talk.
The feeling of sadness and desire started to come over me, which turned into panic.
Was it a dumb idea?
Probably I didn't belong here.
Before any more doubt was able to come up in my mind, I climbed out of the bed and left the room as quiet as possible, so Jungkook wouldn't wake up.
The hall was as dark as the room was where I spent the last hours but it didn't take long until I reached the kitchen ,without running against a furniture.
Sleepy I opened the door and blinked surprised when I was blinded by a bright light.
It took a moment before my eyes were used to the light and I was able to see my surroundings.
I noticed Taehyung, who stood next to fridge, a hand on the opened fridge door.
I raised a brow but didn't say anything.
He also seemed to be surprised but  had got the gift of the gab.
"Hey, Maknae. May I help you?"
"I... was just thirsty."
My explanation didn't seem to need any complement cause Tae turned back to the fridge and started to look for something.
A few seconds later he held a bottle of water against me, which I took thankful.
"And what are you doing here?", I requested, after I drank a sip of  water.
"I was just hungry."
He didn't add anything and kept searching in the fridge before he seemed to found something.
With a sandwich in one hand he turned to me and closed the fridge.
"You don't look like you had already slept."
I bit on my lip before I answered:" I just thought about a lot of things."
"Oh, I know that. This all is pretty new for you, isn't it?"
Slowly I nodded and inspected him.
He wore a blue pyjama and his hair looked messy.
"Did you sleep?"
He nodded and started to eat his sandwich then.
"Well, I think I will go to bed now", I said after Taehyung was totally focused on his food.
"Good night!"
He smiled at me for a second before he kept eating.

Quietly I opened the door.
I was on my way to my bed when a voice let me stop.
"Do you wanna keep moving around the next four hours, too?"
I looked at the direction where the voice came from.
Suddenly the lamp became turned on and blinded me for a short moment, before I recognized Jungkook.
His hair was also a mess and he seemed to be pretty tired but his eyes were clear.
I didn't know what to say, so I stayed quiet.
"As long as you keep rolling from right to left I don't think I will be able to calm down either", he kept talking, while a small smile appeared on his face.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want to keep you awake", I answered ashamed and looked to the ground.
"No, I didn't mean it like that. Don't worry. I know how you feel. Suddenly to be in a totally new situation and that as just a teenager isn't easy. But it is easier when you aren't alone at this time. Do you wanna sleep in my bed?"
For a second I frightened he would had made fun of me with the last sentence he said but obviously he meant it seriously.
He pulled a hand on the other side of his bed next to him.
I saw understanding in his face.
Even if I felt embarrassed first, I accepted his offer.
I walked up to him, put my water bottle on the bed side table and laid down next to Jungkook.
In a few seconds I felt that all the strain left me and I felt pretty calm.
Jungkook laid down, too and turned off the lamp.
Even when he didn't touch me I was able to feel his body heat.
This was definitely what I needed.
I smiled a bit.
Now the feeling of being lost and alone was gone.
"Goodnight, Yun!"
"Goodnight, Jungkook!"

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Ladies and gentlemen,
this was chapter 6.
Thank you so much for reading! 💜💜💜