A new life //The new maknae//

chapter 7

I felt someone tapping my shoulder but hadn't the energy to open my eyes yet.
"Hey, it's time to get up!"
The voice had a smoothly sound and finally motivated me to open one eye.
Bright light blinded me, which made me grumble.
I heard a slight laugh.
"Are you grumpy in the morning?", the other person asked, still laughing.
"No but ... the sun is shining a way too bright this morning", I answered and pulled the blanket up.
Once again he tapped my shoulder.
"I am awake", I sighed and slowly opened the second eye, just to face a grinning Jungkook.
He changed his clothes, cause I remembered the pale shirt that he wear yesterday.
Now he wear a black one.
"What time is it?"
"Around 10 am", the older one answered and sat down next to me.
I looked at him in surprise.
"I hadn't slept that long in ages", I noticed and slowly sat up.
The ashamed feeling of last night was totally gone now and I felt pretty thankful that I was allowed to spend the last night next to him.
"The others are waiting for us, right?"
I tried to push the blanket off of my body, when Jungkook put a hand on my shoulder with a laughter.
"Don't worry. Namjoon said, you shouldn't stress yourself. It's your first morning here. We didn't plan anything until 2pm", the dark haired explained calmly.
I felt how my body started to relax.
"Oh, that's perfect", I mumbled , more to myself than to him.
"I didn't eat breakfast yet. I wanted to wait for you, so you haven't to eat breakfast without company!"
My cheeks started to burn.
"You haven't to do this. You haven't to wait for me", I responded quietly.
This little gesture meant so much to me. And he seemed to notice that.
He gave me a warm smile, before he pulled one arm around my shoulder.
"Hey, we already told you that we are a group. It's no big deal."
I loved the sound of  "We" and "group" in one sentence.
I never had much friends and even my family wasn't very big. It was just me and my parents.
To know, that I was a part of a group, a kinda family made me feel proud and pretty happy.
"Come on, stay up now!"
Playfully he pushed my arm, stood up from bed and walked towards the door.
With a yawn I pulled the blanket off of my legs and slowly followed the Jungkook.

Hours later I went back to the room and layed down on my bed, pretty tired.
I knew what hard work meant after I worked on the farm pretty often but the dance practice today really killed me.
Probably it wasn't only the dance practice but also the new informations and impressions I got, which made me feel like that.
"You weren't bad today!"
Jungkook threw himself on his bed and sighed in a sleepy tone as well.
"Thank you", I answered with a shy smile, while I glanced to the clock.
"Did you dance before?"
I slowly sat up and looked at him.
"No, not really."
Jungkook faced me and grinned.
"Then you are a naturally talented person."
I laughed quietly and looked him up and down, before I became serious again.
"You and the guys were a pretty good team today. How much time did it need until you were a real group?"
Now the older one sat up as well and seemed to think about it for a eh
"Well, it took some time until we really knew each other. But I think we grew together a bit more every week. But a real group... I think we were a real group after some months. But it still needed a longer time until we had a relationship to each other like we have today."
I nodded and looked down.
"What's wrong, Maknae?"
"It's just... Do you think... Oh, forget about it."
I leaned back and looked up to the ceiling.
"Do you know what? I was totally afraid that I will never fit in that group. Nobody seemed to be like me. But now I can't imagine to live without these guys. I don't wanna imagine to not be a part of this group. And I am sure that you will fit in this group perfectly, as well. For me you're already a part of this group!"
In one second I sat up straight again and faced him quietly, until I started to smile thankfully.
I definitely had to hear something like that.
The fear of never having a good relationship to the boys, like they had to each other, was gone.
It just needed some time.
"Thanks, Jungkook!"
"Don't thank me for that, Maknae. And now let's check out what the others are doing. I don't want them to miss us."
With a bright smile Jungkook stood up, walked over to me and pulled me on my feet, before he gently pinched me in the cheek.

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Hey :)
Finally a new chapter.
A happy new year to everyone.
I hope you enjoyed the chapter :)