Possessive Vampire (boyxboy) [Completed]

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Everything was going flawlessly. And so perfect. Luca has eased up having a possessive role, except on a full moon where my wolf was out of control. He would not let anybody near me. Not even miles close to me if possible.  He was perfect. But something has been going on that I'm suspicious of. He's been acting weird. Everyone has been acting weird.

"I'm going out." I grumble grabbing my coat and heading for the door. He didn't say anything just kept doing whatever he was doing. I rolled my eyes and just walked out. I got into my car and drove.

Why is this happened? I thought everything was better now that we had our own place and couldn't be bothered anymore. But it's not like that instead we were just some couple who couldn't wait for a divorce. I drove to nowhere I was upset at what had happened. I couldn't take it. I drove into a city. I'm sleeping in my favorite place. The Cliff.

I sighed loudly as I laid down on the nice comfortable ground. I was ready to sleep alone without having a back turned to me. He just ignored any move I would pull on him. I just put my headphones on and closed my eyes.

It's not quite a mystery.

I'm the one who's insecure,

you're the one that makes believe,

that we're all okay, we're doing fine,

when we're both fighting just to stay,

to stay alive,

a fragile state of mind,

that I can't quite survive.

Without a doubt, I need your help.

I know you've heard me ask before,

but come on girl, I need to tell you now,

I know what I've done wrong.

The only way out of here is the way I've avoided for all my life.

There's so many things I wanna say,

but there's too many things still in the way.

I'm lost, please help me find my place.

You're the only one, please lead me out of the dark.

Please lead me out of the dark. (x2) 

I'm moving on, I'll promise change,

if you will let me in again, I swear today,

I'll be a better man.

I'll be who I was then.

It's been a long two years,

I can't change the past,

I've shed so many tears,

Can't believe I've lasted this long.

I see now that I'm wrong.

The only way out of here is the way I've avoided for all my life.

There's so many things I wanna say,

but there's too many things still in the way.

I'm lost, please help me find my place.

You're the only one, please lead me out of the dark.

Please lead me out of the dark...

At this point my mind had drifted away from the world and I was looking up at the stars, when did the sun set? It didn't matter, all I needed as to forget about the world for at least a little but and I did. It was such a relief but I missed Luca like crazy. What had I done wrong? Maybe he was finally tired of me and hated the feeling. I wanted know why he was acting like this but he didn't let me in. He couldn't care enough to tell me what was wrong. And it killed me that he was keeping secrets from me, maybe he was seeing somebody else. 

I check my phone and notice missed calls from Luca.  He might at least care now? 

"Where were you!" Luca demanded. I just ignored him."Don't you dare ignore me." he grabbed my arm but I pulled away.

"Just leave me alone!" I growled. I was getting sick of this attitude of his and I was not having it. He was no longer going to control me and what I do. 

"Not until you tell me where you were!" Luca pushed me against the wall, trapping me as he looked at me with fierce eyes. All i could do was look at him, what else was I suppose to do? He treats me like shit and then expects me to answer to him, fuck no. "You don't just leave without telling me."

"I did tell you where I was going but you didn't seem to care. Nobody seemed to care." I shouted. He took a deep breath.

"Get ready we're going out."

"Where?"

"Just get ready. Then you can see why I've been treating you the way I have."