jake is a openly Gay cross dresser. But when he comes to Blue Valley High school he gets bullied for that exact reason. Jakes' best friend, Tara goes to the same school. Jake has been in and out of deep depressions.
His grandma is the only thing st...
Jake's POV I've been awake for the past 3 hours. It's 6:30.
My grandma walked into my room to wake me up. "Jake– how long have you been awake" She asked.
"Not long" I lied, I hate lying to my grandma, but if I didn't I would have to start taking melatonin again. And I hate taking meds.
That's why I stopped taking my antidepressants. "Oh okay get dressed breakfast is on the table see you after school and have a good day" She said before shutting the door, she had to go to work.
My grandma is young to be a grandma, She's 30. I got out of bed my oversized 'NoName' hoodie coming to my mid-thigh.
I stretched my arms, causing my black Calvin Klein panties to show. "I hate lying" I said to myself.
I walked out of my room and ran to the bathroom...I don't like being home alone, I get paranoid.
I locked to door to the bathroom. I looked myself in the mirror.
"Why am I so ugly" I ask my self. "I look like literal shit" I say.
I took my hoodie of and revealed my Calvin Klein sports bra and panties, I like how Sport bras feel and the support they give.
I took my underwear (a/n when I say underwear I mean bra and panties) off looked in the mirror. "I'm so fat" I say before looking at my arms.
I mentally count the past scars, about 20 on each arm. Some newer than the others.
I open the medicine cabinet, and grabbed my razor I haven't used in 6 months. "Oh how much I didn't missed this" As that was said my wrist received a cut.
After 9 more cuts on my left wrist, I'm Ambidextrous so I'll be fine using my right hand. I snap back into reality after feeling blood hit my foot.
"Oh shit" I grabbed a rag off the rack next to the sink and dropped it on the ground where the blood was. I wiped it up, then I realized I'm going to be late if I don't, get in the shower and eat.
I turn the water on and hopped in the shower. I squealed at the cold stinging sensation.
"To cold" I turned the hot water on. I washed my body and brushed my teeth at the same time, to waste less time.
As I got out the shower, ran to room dried my body off. I shook my head from side to side to dry my hair.
And got dressed, I had on Calvin Klein panties along with a Calvin Klein sports bra. And put on a outfit I would usually wear.
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