tell me i'm pretty.

💛Chapter 9💛

-"So I'm ganna love you, like I'm going to lose you~."

-I'm going to lose you

-Meghan Trainor & John Legend

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Zach still couldn't get Jack out of his head. But this time,he wasn't that much ashamed of it. There was nothing wrong with liking Jack expect for one thing; he has a child with his girlfriend...

"Why did I have to fall for a guy with a child?"

Now that he had admitted to himself he liked Jack it was an even bigger secret than him cutting himself. He had stopped cutting himself. Well not completely but mostly. The scars were now barely visible witch ment he would start wearing shirts again. They were now in Japan. Gabbie and Lavender were no longer with them anymore. Japan was a great place. It wasn't as hot as Hawaii but they still enjoyed it. There fans would give lots of gifts and show them lots of love witch was great. The boys got less days off so they didn't have lots if time to explore Japan but when they did they would always be out somewhere eating or shopping.

One random night.
Jack's p.o.v

It Was 1:30 am and I was still awake. I don't know why but I was. I felt the urge to cuddle with Zach so I texted him hoping he was still awake.

Jacky 😎✌🏻️
Yo Zach you still awake?

Rosy checks
Yeah what r u still doing awake?

Jacky 😎✌🏻️
I'm not able to sleep so me
want cuddles again.

Rosy checks
okieeee

Here I was again, cuddling with Zach. As usual I put my arms around his waist and pulled him closer. He layed his head on my chest I started humming sunshine.

Sunshine.
You are my sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are grey.
Please don't take my sunshine a away~.

He looked up at me.

"Hi." He said with his killer smile.

"Hello." I responded.

I could smell his hair. It smelled like strawberrys. I lightly playing with his hair. My heart was betting super fast.

"Ok, this is not normal." I thought.

I noticed that he was wearing my hoodie. He's always wearing my hoodie.

"Your adorable."

"Why did I say that?!"

"Thank you." He said smiling at me.

I pulled him closer to me until I felt his warm breath on my neck. I continued to play with his brown fluffy hair until I heard soft snores coming from him. I quickly fell asleep as well.

Zach's p.o.v

It was now morning. I wanted to talk about the situation with someone to get it off my chest. I wasn't planning on making it obvious I liked Jack but I just needed someone to talk to. Jonah. I walked up to Jonah that was on his phone. I sat next to him.

"Hey Jonah..."

"Yeah?" He told me looking away from his phone.

"Can I talk to you?"

"Sure buddy. What about?" He told me with a smile.

"Let's say... if you liked someone that was already in a relationship, what would you do?" I asked.

"Wow."

"I just made it so obvious."

"He's probably going to find out."

"Well... If you'd like you could talk about to them. Getting it out of your chest. But don't force them to date you. If they like you back, they will tell you, but other than that don't force them." He said.

"Ok I'm definitely not doing that." I thought.

"Let me tell you something, love sucks, it's either you get what you want or you lose your everything. It's a game waiting to be played."

"Thank you." I said giving him a smile.

"Anytime Z."

I walked away with no help at all.

"How was I supposed to tell Jack I liked him?! "

"I wouldn't. Either way, he wouldn't like me. "

"He has a family and he's happy with that."

"I should leave it alone."