tell me i'm pretty.

💛Chapter 7💛

-"I'm trough, I'm trough, I'm trough~."

- Hot girl bummer

- Blackbear

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(This chapter contains self harm, just sayin')

Zach's p.o.v

The next day me and the boys got an interview in a few hours. Usually I wouldn't be nervous for interviews but this time, I was. I layed on my bunk thinking of ways to make me fell better. Someone opened my curtain.

"We are leaving for the interview let's go." Said Jonah.

I mentally groaned and left my bunk to get to the interview. Once we got there, the interviewer told us we're to sit and that there would be a crowd of lime lights outside since the interview was outside. And of course, I was next to Jack.

"Why am I always next to Jack in interviews?"

We all sat down and the interview started. She asked a few questions also questions from fans on Twitter. The interview was going good until right about now.

" Zach, why are you wearing Jack's hoodie?" The interviewer asked as she giggled a little.

"Fuck."

"I forgot to take it off!"

"I'm so stupid!"

I was still wearing Jack's hoodie from yesterday. I looked down at the floor embarrassed and blushing a little. I started taking it off. And handed out to Jack.

" I forgot to give it to you this morning. Sorry." I said as I kept looking down at the floor not wanting for him to notice me blushing.

" I already told you Zach. It looks good on you, keep it."

The crowd started going crazy and chanted Jachary. Soon enough, Jonah, Daniel and Corbyn joined in as well. I blushed even more not daring to make any eye contact with the laughing boy beside me. My heart was beating out of my chest meanwhile me felling sweaty. I put back on the hoodie and the interview continued. All I could think about during the interview was about what had happend.

"Stop blushing!"

"Everyone is taking it as a joke."

"How did I forget to take it off?!"

"I'm such an embarrassment."

I was happy I got to keep the hoodie. It still smelled just like him. I would always keep it. I didn't want the smell of Jack to go away so I won't wash it. I could smell the sent of it during the interview witch oddly calmed me down. I really like the smell of it. He would probably want it back to give it to his girlfriend. After the interview, we all went back to the tour bus and Jack went to spend time with Gabriella and Lavender and take a stroll. I slept the whole day since I was really tired from preforming.

A few hours later...

I was woken up by singing. I walked towards the sound. It came from the room in the back of the tour bus. The door was slightly opened so I looked trough there. I saw Jack singing sunshine to his sleeping girlfriend and his daughter. It hurt. I felt jealous.

"That was my song."

"He would sing that to me."

"Why do I care?!"

"I don't!"

I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. It hurt me too much.

"Fuck it."

I got up from by bunk grabbed my backpack. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I looked trough my bag and found the little wooden box. I pulled out the raser about to cut myself.

"No."

"I can't"

"Jack doesn't want me to. He's worried."

"No he isn't."

"He never was."

I did it. I cut myself again. Even after u promised myself I wouldn't, I did. I put back the raser in the box. And started crying again. It brought me back to the moment we're Jack saw me there. Laying like an idiot. The day he discovered I cut myself.

"I'm fucking stupid."

I sat there on the bathroom floor banging slightly my head on the painted wall.

"Stupid"

"Stupid"

"Stupid"

"Stupid"

"Stupid"

"Why did I cut myself for Jack?"

"What is he going to think when he sees the cut?!"

I got up and left the bathroom back to my bunk. I would have to find a way to cover up the cut. I didn't want anyone to notice it. Especially Jack since he was the only that knew I cut myself. I quickly fell asleep with Jack's hoodie making me fell closer to him.

I was falling in love with Jack. But had no idea of it.

Hi :)