tell me i'm pretty.

💛Chapter 11💛

-"But what if, you kissed me? And what if, I liked it~."

-Liar

-Camila Cabello

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It was now Jack that couldn't get the younger boy out of his mind. He also hated himself for that. He was ashamed
of it.

"This is all wrong..."

"I have a girlfriend and a child!"

"I don't like him."

"No."

"I'm not gay..."

The older boy wanted to get the younger one completely out of his head. No matter how hard he tried, the brunette was still in his mind. He had no idea how to get him out of his head. It was getting annoying. For some odd reason, he caved Zach.

"Why do I need him so bad?"

"Why don't I fell what I used to fell when I'm around Gabbie?"

"I lover her... don't I?"

"Yeah, of course I do."

"Are you sure tho?"

"I don't know anymore..."

"No I love her."

"What can I do to get him out if my head?"

"Kiss him?"

"What the hell no!"

Jack was considering a little to kiss him.

"Maybe it would help me forget about him?"

Jack was going to do it. He thought if he kissed him, it would help him get over his urge to want Z. He was so wrong. It would only make it worse. The blond haired boy tried to sleep but he couldn't.

"Fuck it."

The older boy got up and tried to find Zach. He wanted him out of his head,
Now. He found the younger boy sitting on the couch. He sat beside him.

"Hi." Said Zach looking away from his phone.

"Hello."

The older boy looked down at Zach's wrist. He saw a deep cut on it.

"Zach, what is this?" Jack asked a little mad as he raised the little brunette's wrist pointing at the cut.

"N-nothing." He said pulling back his arm.

"Zach... Why did you cut yourself again?" Jack said giving him a frown.

"Leave me alone." Zach said annoyed as he got up. Jack pulled him back down making him sit down.

"Tell me why?"

Zach started crying again.

"S-sometimes I feel disgusting."

"Your not..." Jack said pulling the crying male closer to him.

"I'm just an idiot..."

"Don't say that Zachy..."

"You probably think I'm ugly."

"Oh no Zay."

Zach blushed. Jack found him pretty.

"Then please..." Zach gulped before finishing his sentence. It was happening. He looked at Jack in the eyes.

"Tell me I'm pretty..." Said Zach very nervous. He didn't know why Jack's opinion mattered so much. It just did. The older boy frowned.

"You know I can't do that..." Said Jack pulling the young boy closer to him.

"But you do think that I am?"

"I can't."

Zach frowned.

"But I'll say it just this once."

"What do y-"

Before Zach could finish his sentence, a pair of soft lips were thrown on his. It took Zach a good 7 seconds before realizing that the man he had felt in love with, was kissing him. At first he didn't kiss him back. The only thing that was going through his mind has Gabriella and his child. Eventually he kissed back felling a little guilt in his stomach. The kiss wasn't rough, it was slow and passionate like they both needed this. It wasn't short, more long. Zach didn't want to pull away knowing this was the only time he would be able to kiss the older boy but he was either running out if breath. Zach finally pulled away as they both rested their heads together smiling. Zach thought about Jack's girlfriend and child again.

"This is all wrong Jack. We can't be doing this... As much as I want too." Said Zach felling guilty. This was never planned. Jack took his hand and looked at him.

"I'll break up with Gabriella just so I can be with you. Just give me some time Z. I promise."

"I don't want to ruin your family J-Jack." The younger boy said frowning.

"Your beautiful." Said Jack looking up at Zach running his thumb across one of his blushing checks.

Zach smiled.

"I love you so much you have no idea." Said Zay.

"I love you more cutie."

"I fucking kissed Zach fucking Herron." Thought Jack not realizing how big of a mess that would cause.

I told you bitch ✌🏻️💞🥳