𝓔𝓿𝒆𝓻𝔂𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼

𝟚𝟜

I'm tired, tired of always had to show the face of this girl, this girl who is always smiling, independent and who doesn't need help. Because in reality, yes, i need help !

I need someone who comforts me in bad moments, who can see the sadness in my eyes when i say that i'm fine or when i smile while i only want to cry.

I can't pretend anymore, i have no longer the strength to hide behind this mask. I need help, i want to be happy ! Why can't i just be happy ? Why did i deserve this ?   Why me ? Why, why.....

All these questions turn and turn in my head without any answer. There are those "yes" and "but", those "i would have" and "how". I stop counting each time i cried, i hurt myself, i pretended to be happy or smiled. I don't even remember the last time when i was really happy...

-𝕊𝕪𝕕