if i sit here long enough
if i write on here long enough
will my words matter
i was sitting on my bed
when the voice from my bluetooth speaker said
"stay alive for me"
such a simple phrase
yet he made it matter
will the thoughts in my head matter?
will the cries of protest ever matter?
will i ever matter
i drink enough coffee and i can pull myself together
i present myself
include myself in a conversation
that wasn't for me
and maybe my words will matter
i advertise my little book
maybe post an announcement
my words might matter
but for now they don't
and the fact that i care
about if i matter or not
doesn't matter
