i just need to write about
wHaT i ViOLatEd
four lofi songs in and i still can't find the motive to do this
the motive to do anything
i can't find the motive to bend
to societies
point of view
i can't find the motive to
be willing
to do what
i don't want to do
four lofi songs in
i turned off the lyrics because they distract me
i turned off my motive
i've turned off and tuned out
i'll tune in to what i want out of life
i'll tune in to what i really want to love
i'll tune in yet somehow
somehow
they'll find a way to change the channel of my mindset
invading what i thought was mine
drowning the only, let's say, cavetown lyric in a pile of, let's say, ariana grande or taylor swift
for crying out loud
can't i just have what's mine
i thought
i thought i'd lost the motive for chasing after something that was no good for me anyways
and guess what
i did!
so i found myself
chasing after something
that was acquirable
and good for me
but no
when i'm doing the worst i've ever been
no one stopped me
but now that i'm happy(-ish lmao) and healthy
i'm being stopped
i'm tuning out my motive
and y'know what
maybe i will bend to your shit once more
maybe i will write my way out of this
but the only word you'll read
is no
