The Comfort Of Danger

28. So So Long

Silas POV

Aurora and I haven't talked much since she pulled her little run away stunt. It's been a few weeks. I've been packed with meetings and spending time with the girls. I sit up and bed as I hear sniffling from the bathroom. Aurora is crying. I stand up and throw a pair of pants on. Slowly walking towards the door, I knock gently.

"Aurora. What's going on.?" I ask

"N-nothing...go away." She sniffles.

I reach for the handle as she opens the door. Her eyes are puffy. She bows her head and walks past me. Wrapping her sweater around her torso.

"Aurora."

"Stop." She says

"Why were you crying." I ask again

I walk towards her and reach out to hold her. She jerks away from me and falls to the floor. Her sweater opens and what I see sends a shock across my face. She quickly covers herself and heads toward the bed. I grab her arm and she whimpers out in pain. I look down and rip her sweater off of her.
Cuts align her wrists and arms. She's lost a lot of weight. My fingers run against her cuts and she sobs.
She collapses into my arms and I gently go down to the floor with her. She buries her head in my chest and screams.

"I HATE MYSELF! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME! I HATE MY BODY!" She cries out

I press her head into my chest and rock her.

"Shhhhh. Shhhh. Baby you're okay. It's okay. We'll fix this." I say. I feel tears building up.

"WE CANT FIX ANYTHING." She screams

"Yes we can. I'll get you help. You'll be okay again I promise." I rock her more.

"I'm so sorry..I'm so sorry Silas.." she cries

"It's okay baby..it's okay." I hold her tighter

Her breathing slows and she takes a deep breath. I notice she's matching her breathing with mine. I scoop her up and take her to the bed. I lay her down gently and get in with her. Pulling her into me again.

"Do you not love me anymore.." she whispers

"What??" I ask shocked

"Do you not want to marry me anymore? ...do you think I'm not beautiful...do you not love me anymore?" She whispers again as she cries.

"Baby...no.. of course I want to marry you. Where is this coming from?" I question her

"WHY WONT YOU TOUCH ME!" She cries

"WHY HAVENT YOU MADE LOVE TO ME!" She screams at me, pushing me away and curling into a ball.

"Baby. You are the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes on. I love you so much. I didn't know you were ready..I thought you were still in pain." I say gently, I stroke her cheek and she lays her head in my hand. I wrap my hand around the back of her neck and pull her into me, kissing her lips softly.

"I love you so so much, Aurora." I pull her onto my lap so she's straddling me and splatter kisses on her face and neck. I gently bite into her and she moans. I rip her shirt up over her head and admire her breasts. I run my fingers down her sides and goosebumps align her body. I flip so she's under me and rip off her shorts and panties. I gently spread her legs to me and she tries to cover herself. I haven't seen her since the girls were born. She's perfect. I kiss her knee and she spreads her legs to me again. I throw my clothes off and put my dick at her entrance and she arches her back. Her stretch marks glistening in the moonlight. So so beautiful. I enter her and lean down, pinning her arms above her head.

"Fuck. Ugh. Silas." She moans

I release her arms and she digs her nails into my back. It's been so so long...