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☁️- depressed! tamaki amajiki x f! reader

in which y/n helps comfort tamaki with his insecurities

yes i am so self indulgent stfu

tamaki pov

y/n came over to watch a movie today. she was currently sitting on the couch next to me bundled in blankets with her hand intertwined with mine. she had a soft smile on her lips which brought a blush to my face. i averted eye contact and looked back at the tv screen. some girl on tv broke up with her boyfriend and told him that she was done playing with him. how she was just using him to get ahead on her path to becoming a hero. something about that boy reminded me of myself. i hope y/n wouldn't do that to me. i knew she wasn't that kind of person, but with someone as clingy and anxious as me, it wouldn't be hard to get bored of me and leave. my thoughts only spiralled and i didn't even realize i was shaking until i felt y/ns hand on my shoulder.

"hey, tamaki. are you okay?" her smooth voice called out. i didn't want to burden her or make her worry so i just said i was fine. but i guess it was another one of those times where it comes out as more of a squeak than a word because she seemed to still know something was off. she crawled onto my lap and weaved her hands into my hair.
"baby... you know you can tell me anything, right?" i just let out a hum in response.

"and i won't judge you?"

"mm"

"and nothing in this entire world at all ever could ever ever make me stop loving you? ever?" tamaki blushed and his eyes started to water.

"y-yes?"

"then whats on your mind, baby?"

tamaki took a moment to pause and think on if he should speak or not.

"y/n... do i annoy you?" she looked shocked but also a little bit hurt.

"what? of course not! babes, i love you like actually so so much. you don't annoy me!"

"but i'm so boring! there's nothing interesting about me, i'm constantly relying on you for emotional support, i'm weak, and nobody wants to be around me!"

y/n just pulled me into her arms and rest my head on her chest.

"tama, babe, you aren't boring, you are deadass one of the most interesting people i know. i don't have a reason to lie to you. even if you do need some help sometimes, i do too. needing to talk to someone doesn't make you a burden! last i checked your aren't weak, you're one of the strongest in our school, and i want to be around you. mirio wants to be around you, hado wants to be around you, and anyone who says otherwise doesn't deserve your attention."
i was crying now.
i snaked my arms around her waist and buried my face in her shoulder.
"i really d-don't deserve y-you..."
"tama, babes! of course you do! you deserve people who love and appreciate you."
y/n slid off to the side of my lap and pulled me on top of her. she ran her fingers through my hair and pulled the blanket over top of us both.
"now rest, tamaki. i love you. "
"i love you t-too."

567 words. not much but eh whatever.