hi todoroki - kun,
today i was walking downtown for some groceries, and all these old men kept staring at me. it made me feel icky. i don't want their attention, i only want yours.
they stare at my butt, my chest, my hair, my thighs.. why do they keep doing this? i feel so weird.. maybe i'll just start wearing baggy jackets so no one can look at me again.
you're the only one i want to look at me, not those weird old men. it's gross. they're gross. i wish i could've told them to stop.
but i don't have the heart for that. so i just let it happen, i let them look at me like i'm an object they can ogle at. but i don't want them to. but it's like my auntie told me, "attention on you is good."
personally, i don't think it is. but i have to listen to her, because i have to respect my elders. i'm sure you understand that, right todoroki-kun?
if i was yours, you wouldn't let them look at me. you'd be the only one who would look at me. right?
and there's mineta and kaminari too, they don't help much. with the way they flirt, it feels like i can't breathe..
sorry, i'm exaggerating. that's what my brain does. it exaggerates things by 10 and makes things seem worse than they are.it's funny, there was an older guy who sat beside me on the train today. he kept staring at my body.. i was on the verge of tears, if i'm being honest.
but i'm being too sensitive.
man.. i really need a new pen.
sensitively yours,
[your initials]
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pens [t.shōto x reader]
Fanficin which you fall in love with the infamous shōto todoroki, who doesn't even spare a glance at you. !! TWS !! speak of self harm body issues etc etc i use this book as a way to cope, so the plot may be jumbled. this is my way of venting, put into a...