Why am i still here

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A week
Lavender pov

As I walk down the long hallway of darkness I heard a voice.

"Hey lav it's me austin I just came to say it's okay if you don't forgive me I understand  I didn't realize I hurt you so bad ; the reason why I had a crush a major crush  then you went out with Harvey  I got Mad the point is I love you lavender ". His hand grip my hand    And kiss it  "you the one that keeps me up at night we all sorry  truthfully  we was just jealous of you you was this light sunshine and bring a smile on any faces". He kiss my forehead "ur mine ". I felt his presence not near me .then I heard all them voices which it help and I kinda forgive them then I heard everything but can I forgive them.


Two hrs later I woke to everyone here in my room i saw them.

"Why am I awake I don't want to be awake I don't want to be alive no more".

"Honey calm down". Mom said coming to me

"No get them out-".

"No we not leaving until we apologize". Daniel said arms crossing

"I don't want to hear you apologize  I want you go away -GO AWAY". I started  crying my vision is getting bad

"Hey hey". Austin coming near me sitting down  rubbing my shoulders I had to admit it calm me down. The touches give me butterflies

"We are sorry". Jonah said

" fuck your Sorry it doesn't count you all hurt me". I push austin hand off me as he look at me with sorry eyes.

"If you want me to forgive you gonna work harder then that". I said furious "get out except for my siblings I felt tyler sit down. I look and saw Anna and Daniel "you two". I point to the door

"Wait lav". My dad said

"Me and you dad wanted to talk about do you want to get a lawsuit on Anna and Daniel and the guys". Mom told me I look at Anna and Daniel as they start having tears.in there eyes

"Not the guys they wasn't the one who started it was them but I will thank about it". I slowly look at my bandage arm.

The doctor came in.

"How you feeling lavender".

"you want the truth". I said feeling my dad hand on my shoulder

"Yeah".

"Hurt because I am gonna get hurt by the same people over and over".

"That's Good you letting you feelings out". He said getting the bandagesAnd pulling the stitches they clean my arm.

"We gonna let you go we giving you medication  for depression" .

They let me go I was in the back holding my phone my phone buzzing.  Daniel give me a look not a glare a sad look which he was right beside me. And Anna in beside tyler and Chris beside me

Jonah m
Look I am so sorry and I mean I would never  hurt you again Okay this was never my attention to hurt you or went this fall.

Lavender 🤧🥴
Jonah I have to think about same with everyone.


Now I went to the other messages

Corbyn B
Plz forgive me if you don't don't but I regret

Lavender  💞🤩

Alright okay give me time I heard y'all apologizes 

Austin 🥴🥺
I heard you coming can I see you
Plz I promise you I won't do anything I promise.

Lavender 🥺💜

Okay and you r okay

Then I got the text from all the guys I told them the same.

When i got home I took a long shower I got out and went to my room notice a window was open letting the cold air hit my half wet body making me shiver I close my door and close my window.

"Woah". Someone said I turn around it was austin.

"What the hell", I said tighten my towel tight

"I didn't came here to look at you". He sigh "imma turn around". He said

As he done that I took a t-shirt out and a pjs and change into them. After I change  "you can turn around "

I sit down on the bed he look at me and smile.

And he explained why he bullied me

"Harvey and I broke up after a week you keep saying awful things to me: and I heard everything I kinda forgive you but the others  I need time" .

"Thank you". He hug me and kiss my cheek.

We stay for a while as we watch a movie  cuddle up as he trace my arms."promise me one thing".
I look at him "what's that".

"Don't do it again plz". He caresses my cheek with his thumb.pulling me into a long kiss.we fall asleep with our legs tangled.

Tyler pov

As I went to check on lavender. I saw austin in her bed as them cuddled together. They do look cute like that lets hope he treats her good

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