It's been a month and a half since Gilly found out I was pregnant and has been checking up on me constantly. I'm now eight and a half months pregnant and I can't wait to meet my baby girl.
It's currently nine thirty pm and I'm at work. Gilly, Angle, Coco and even Ez has been trying to get me to stop working and right now I kinda wish I did listen because I'm currently being held at gun point.
It was just me and my manager Sean in the store when a man dressed in all black walked in and before I knew what was happening Sean was running to the office slamming the door behind him and I had a gun in my face. The guy dressed in black then walked around the counter and said "give me the cash or you and your baby dies." and after he said that he moved the gun from my head to my stomach. As my hands moved to the register I hear the sound off motorcycles pulling up and the guy says "make them leave and don't do anything funny." and he crouches down next to me so they don't see him. Gilly, Angel, Coco and Ez walk in and comes in and over to the counter and Gilly says "what time you get off?" and I said "ten fifteen." and I kept looking down hoping they would get the hint. I then see Coco whisper in Gilly's ear I see him tense and he mouths "danger, cough." so I cough and they pull their gun out and Ez says "can you get me a pack of cigs." and as I move to get it Gilly and Angel sneaks around the counter and Coco leans over it and points his gun at the guy and says "get up!" the guy get's up and Gilly punches him knocking him to the floor. Angel moves me away from Gilly, who was on top the guy punching him. As Angel moves me around the counter the cops run in guns out and yell "freeze! put your hands where I can see them!". Angel then says "he's your guy." and points to the guy knocked out on the floor. As one cop takes the man away another asks me questions and once he was done Gilly looks at me and says "your done working here. get your things we're leaving." so I grab my purse and clock out and follow them outside where Gilly tell me to follow them. I follow them for ten minutes and soon we pull into a place that looks like a junkyard. Getting out the car I say "where are we?" and Coco says "our clubhouse." and I follow them inside. Walking inside everyone stops talking and looks at me, leaving me very awkward. Looking around I see the men who were at my house all those months ago, a young girl, a guy with weired hands and girls who are dressed skanky. The guy I remember as the president, Bishop says "I remember you. how are you?" and I said "good and you?" and Angel says "good!? you were just held at gun point!" and Bishop says "what!? are you ok!?" and I said "I was at work and a guy tried to rob us and I'm fine." and Gilly says "her fucking manager ran and locked himself in a room and left her to deal with it." and Riz says "what a fucking coward." and Coco says "don't worry Gilly knocked his ass out before we left." and they all laughed.
Later that night I find myself talking to Leticia, Coco's daughter and craving burgers and fries but I was trying to fight the craving because Gilly said I wasn't aloud to leave. I just thanked Chucky, the guy with the weird hands for the water he gave me when Leticia says "what are you going to do about that?" and I said "about what?" and she nods her head and when I look to where she nodded I see Gilly talking to a girl who was rubbing all over him and I'm not gonna lie, it hurt because I still love him but I told Leticia "nothing. we're not together." and after I said that my stomach growled loud causing us to laugh. When we stopped laughing she said "someone's hungry." and I said "ya. I've been craving burgers and fries." and she said "well let's go get us some burgers and fries." and she goes to stands up but I say "Gilly won't let me leave." and she says "so he's making you starve your child, his child. hell no!" and she grabs my hand and starts walking to the door only to be stopped by Gilly and Coco. Gilly says "didn't I say you couldn't leave?" and I don't know what took over me but I just blurt out "last time I checked my dad's dead. now move!" and Coco said "ok let's calm down it's not good for the baby." and Leticia says "making the baby starve isn't good for the baby either." and Gilly says "your hungry? why didn't you tell me?" and I said "I did earlier. you just said your not leaving and started talking to Angel again." and Leticia says "we're going for burgers and fries. now move out our way and go back to getting std's from the skanks y'all fuck." and she pulls me away.
I drive to McDonalds and get Leticia and I burgers, fries and drinks and head back to the clubhouse, with Ez following behind us. Once we're back at the clubhouse we sit at the bar and I take my shoes off and begin to eat. While we're eating Leticia says "how did you meet Gilly?" and I say "I met Gilly two years ago at a park. the park had a place hidden by rocks so I used it as my exscape place where I could forget my problems. I never saw anyone in that area so it was perfect. The day we meet he found me crying and he just sat with me for hours, not saying one word. He sat with me two other time before we even said a word to each other. I didn't even trust him at first, I thought my dad hired him to kill me because he would just pop up." and Leticia says "why would your dad hired someone to kill you?" and I said "my dad was a horrible man. he didn't have one single bone in his body that was good. every birthday I ever had he would say "you better be happy I didn't kill you yet". my mom said my dad was a great man but I never saw it, all I saw was him beating my mom." and she said "did you talk to Gilly about your dad?" and I said "no. I never brought up my dad or who he was because he was leader of a gang and I knew he had a lot of enemies and I knew Gilly was a Mayan but I didn't know if they were enemies or not and I didn't want to risk him following me home and my mom getting hurt in the crossfire." and she said "he saw you crying, he never asked why?" and I said "he did but all I said was family stuff and that I didn't want to talk about it." and she said "you sound like you had a hard life." and I said "ya. I grew up being hated by my father and watching my mother get beat because I was born. my dad said I wasn't his the moment I opened my eyes just because they were grey, like his moms but to him my mom cheated so he beat her. for years I begged her to run away with me but she always said he will change but he never did. the beating got worst and many times I jumped in the way and took the beating because she was still black and blue from the last beating he gave her and each time I did she would say "why would you do that you stupid brave girl? promise me to never do that again. I love you to much to watch you get hurt." and since she didn't want to leave I stayed with her. Sometimes I wish I would have just tricked her into leaving with me, maybe she would still be alive if I did." and she says "I'm sorry about your mom. how did Gilly find out about your dad?" and I said "thanks. I don't know. one minute I'm crying over my mom's dead body and the next I'm in the living room with all the guys asking me were my dad was. so my dad must have done them something." and she says "he Gilly tell you what?" and I said "no. for awhile after that night he ignored me and when he finally replayed to me he told me to leave him alone, that I was just easy pussy and that my dad was dead and that was it. When I found out I was pregnant I called him to let him know but he blocked me, I even tried Coco and Angel but they blocked me too and I didn't know where the clubhouse was so I couldn't tell him. It wasn't until a month and a half ago that I saw him again." and she said "damn." and went back to eating with me following her lead but what we didn't know was Gilly and the guys heard our conversion.
