"Hey Clint!" Bucky called, he was currently sat on the sofa of the Avengers tower waiting for his boyfriend Steve Rogers to finish his conference meeting with Nick Fury and the other Avengers, apart from Clint. He didn't know why Clint wasn't in the conference room with the others though. "Could you pass me an apple off of the side please?" He asked politely.
Clint looked up at the mention of his name and scowled at Bucky. "Why would I do that!" He sneered then looked back down at his phone.
Bucky wasn't shocked though, ever since he started to hang round more at the Avengers tower, Clint wasn't fond of his company. Bucky doesn't blame him though. He worked for Hydra and killed innocent people.
So Bucky got up and went to go get the apple himself. As he went to grab it, Clint's hand grabbed ahold of his metal wrist and inspected it.
"Killing machine," he muttered. "I don't know why everybody forgives you for what you did. Especially Tony and Steve. Steve shouldn't love you, you don't deserve to be loved. You're a MONSTER." Clint shouted the last bit in Bucky's face.
Bucky was already a blubbering mess, just the flashbacks along make him feel like he is the worst person alive. But then someone shouting it in his face sent him overboard.
Tears streamed down Bucky's face and Clint's grip on his wrist loosened. Too many emotions at once. Anger, regret, sorrow.
But anger shone brighter than the other emotions. But Bucky knew he shouldn't lash out, that's exactly what Clint wants him to do. So with a quick glare in his direction, Bucky storms out of the room and opens the first door he see's and slams it as hard as he can. With his metal arm.
Not the best decision.
The door handle snaps off underneath his grip. By now, all of the anger had disappeared and all Bucky felt was worry. He was trapped in the supply closet, the room that only had one door. (I know he could of broke the door down, but that would defeat the objective :3 and imagine that this door has like a glass pane that you can see out of)
He lifted up the door handle to show it to Clint as he felt his breathing get more jagged. But all Clint did was snarl and shout,
"That's why you shouldn't fucking slam doors then!"
And Bucky just collapsed onto the floor. Tears falling like waterfalls, and his breathing rocky.
He was having a panic attack.
Clint noticed something was wrong and opened the door. And he just stood and stared at the former soldier sobbing with his hands clutched to his chest trying to get more air into his system.
"Clint, Fury wants to see y~" Tony Stark walked into the kitchen and immediately spotted Bucky on the floor and Clint stood looking at him. And he knew all too well what was happening.
"Clint! You asshole, go get Steve!! Quick!!" And with that Clint sped off to get Steve as Tony made his way towards Buck.
"Hey, hey hey hey." He said softly, using the voice that is only normally heard when he is talking to Peter Parker. "Bucky, Bucky look at me. Steve is on his way, Okay? But till he comes I need you to answer some questions for me. Can you do that?"
Bucky simply nodded his head.
"Bucky, tell me 5 things that you can see right now."
"Y-y-you, t-the kitchen s-s-side, the d-door, L-light an-and my h-h-hair."
By the time Bucky had finished his sentence, Steve came into view. Jogging towards Bucky.
"4 things you can touch Buck."
Steve had now picked up his boyfriend and placed him on his lap, his hands raking through his lovers hair. Bucky's breathing had become smoother but was still very shaky.
"S-s-stevie, th-the flo-or, my-my leg and you-r sh-shoulder."
Steve's hands were now prying Bucky's away from his chest and giving them fairy kisses.
"You are doing great baby." Bucky smiled a half smile up at Steve and carried on answering Tony's questions.
"3 things you can hear."
"S-steve talking t-to me, you t-t-talking to m-me and Nat sh-shouting."
"2 things you can smell."
"O-oxygen-n and c-carbon di-dioxide," Both Tony and Steve chuckled at this answer.
"1 things you can taste."
"Saliva."
By now, the crying had stopped and his breathing was almost back to normal. Bucky curled into his boyfriends chest, seeking comfort. Steve wrapped both of his arms around his lover, making sure he had all of the comfort he needed.
"What happened?" The Cap mouthed at the Man of Iron.
"Not sure, i walked into the kitchen to get Clint and he was like this." Tony whispered back.
"Stevie." Steve looked down to see Bucky holding his flesh hand for him to see. It was bleeding.
"Ouch. c'mon honey. Lets clean you up."
~Timeskippidyskipskap~
Later that night, Steve and Bucky were snuggled up on the sofa of the Avengers tower, watching a movie.
"What happened earlier Buck, you haven't actually told me yet."
"Ask Clint." Was all the reply that was given.
~Clint magically appears~
"What happened earlier with Bucky?" Steve asked and Clint suddenly found a strong interest in the floor.
So Clint told him.
And it ended in Clint having to do the dishes for the next 2 months.
And Nat shouted at him.
~Put F in the chat for Clint~
I based this off of something that happened to me on Tuesday, wasn't nice.
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I did this to the door after an argument with my brother. Showed the door handle too him after i had trapped myself in the conservatory and he just shouted at me "you shouldn't have fucking slammed the door then!"
