november 12. 2019
this story will contain the following:
Suicide attempts
Self harm
possible smut 👀
Abuse
Drugs
PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!! IF YOUR PISSED ABOUT THESE SENSITIVE TOPICS DONT TAKE IT OUT ON ME IN THE COMMENTS :((((
you have been warned bitch!
Pov: Eddie Kaspbrak
Eddie was sat in the very corner of his bland room, having a major panic attack, he kept seeing a clown, a ugly one. (jk bill is hot)
Hot tears poured down his face as he breathed heavily, pills spilled out on the floor, his wrists bleeding deeply, he snapped back into reality as the clown neared his fragile figure,
"take the pills Eddie, they help you.."
the clown mocked Eddies mother, Eddie kept sobbing as his mother yelled at him from down stairs, she turnt a bitch after Eddie came out to her as gay. he cried a long 30 seconds before the clown mocked Eddies mom again, he shoved the white and pink pills that we're supposedly to cure his gayness. his vision became blurry as the clown disappeared, being replaced by a angry Sonia bursting through his door, her expression changed as Eddie fainted.
{_In the hospital, after Sonia left_}
Eddie screamed, and cried as he got held back by doctors,
"I-it's real! i swear it's real! he's real- the clown it's real!!"
Eddie screamed louder, nurses, doctors, and even patients staring at him, he looking at them, his worried expression obvious, he screamed once more before he was sedated..
{_Later_}
Eddie was sat in a doctors office, receiving his schedule for his therapy and lunch, and his roommate, Richie Tozier. room number 712.
"Alright Mr.Kaspbrak, we just have to search you."
"Search me-?"
eddie raised a brow, what the hell were they searching for?
"we have to make sure you aren't carrying any weapons, or drugs."
"oh.."
"please stand up, Edward.
Eddie groaned as he got up, a new doctor coming in, the policeman staying by the door. He lifted up Eddie's khaki pant's leg, checking his socks and taking of his shoes, doing the same to the other side, he tensed as they checked his area. they checked under his shirt and everywhere else, then his fannypack that he still somehow had.
"gotta take this, buddy,"
they took out all of Eddies medicine and his inhaler, Eddie flinched as took the inhaler, tHaT hE nEeDed.
"hey- i need that! i've got asthma dipshit!"
The doctor pulled his hand away, putting the inhaler on his desk.
"you'll get a new one, you may be hiding drugs in it."
{_Later, again. when Eddie is in his room :/_}
Eddie groaned as he way thrown into the room, his large duffel bag containing clothes already on his bed. he turnt to walk to his bed before he was stopped by his roomate known as Richie Tozier,
"who are you?"
the raven haired male pushed up his coke bottle glasses, raising a brow.
"Eddie Kaspbrak, your roomate i guess."
he kept his head down, feeling the boys eyes on his bandages thighs and wrists. where his wounds were, along with many bruises from his mother, but he was to scared to fess up to the police. he walked over to his bed, plopping down next to his duffel bag, putting it on the floor, he pulled out his diary that he was allowed to bring and started writing his thoughts aggressively. He still felt the raven haired males eyes on him. He sat there just staring at the ceiling before a bell rang, he covered his ears, as the bell was hella loud. He saw Richie walk over to him.
"it's just the lunch bell, come on."
Richie had bad anxiety, along with being bipolar. His anxiety had gotten better, but his attitude not so much.
"oh, alright.."
he sat up as he walked out the door, turning back to Richie and just following him.
once they were at the cafeteria he sat down, Richie walked over to the lunch line, stopping and walking back over to Eddie.
"you have to eat."
"don't want to,"
"aight well have fun getting a tube in your nose-"
"fine, that's disgusting."
Eddie interuppted the taller male, getting up and walking to the lunch line.
after the boys got their lunch Eddie started walking to a empty table. But Richie stopped him. Richie though the boy was.. cute. He wanted to be friends with the boy.
"Ed's, follow me."
"Don't call me that."
"EdS eDd edS EdDiE SpAgHeTti!"
"shut up!"
"whatever, just follow me."
Eddie rolled his eyes, cracking a small smile before following Richie to a table, seven chairs, one right next to Richie waiting for him.
"hey, losers, this is Eddie. he's my roomate. he just got here today so-"
Eddie looked down, blushing as the group gave a assortment of heys and hi's. he finally sat down,
eh this place is better then home, to say the least. homes a nightmare.
Eddie though, smiling and watching the groups conversations.
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834 words,,
A/N: Right, so. thoughts?
