Broken heart

The note

Dear Ex- Boyfriend,

A Broken heart that's all I am now. We began like a reverse fairytale starting with happily ever after. In the beginning your eyes were more powerful than your lies. And someone like you was incapable of sin. Believe me when I say you had me. But I was never your girlfriend. And you had my heart in strings but I was never your girlfriend. Those strings weren't tied to your heart, they were attached to your fingertips. I'd call you puppet master if I didn't want to use those strings to hang you. As if choking the breath out of your lungs would produce the love I so desperately needed.  What were you tryimg to accomplish? What were you going to do with me after you broke me? What did you want to take me apart for? What did you need those parts for? When I held to door to my heart open for you to go. You ended up locking me out. You did not love me. And you broke me. I needed to leave you but I couldn't leave you. I felt like I had to feed you. And I starved myself to do it. Cause you stayed at the dinner table asking for more and you growing hungry wasn't something I could afford. I still haven't found a way back into my own heart. And what's left in it seems like it's beggining to rot. So I broke a window, gave myself one more crack I didn't need climbed back in and was glad to see that you had left indeed all the love I felt at first. Wasn't worth the pain I received but your gone now. And I still have these leftovers. I guess that's why I'm writing this. One last meal for you to eat and if this gives you the same food poisoning eating you gave me. Don't blame me, blame the game. Cause you played me, the tables have turned and dinner for you is no longer served.  Dear ex boyfriend I hope you were hungry for what I needed to say. I tried to save you for later, but you just were not worth the wait.

- Y/N
*P.S check your voicemail*