Baby Daddy|g.d|

• eight •

The day was great. But I couldn't think of anything else besides what happened to me in the shower. We took a lot of photos and I just couldn't look at myself every time they showed me them. I didn't feel like myself and I... I don't know how to tell someone what happened. No one would believe me. They'd probably call me crazy and attention seeking but I just can't get it out of my head.

There are still bruises on me and I've been wearing long clothes that covered me entirely all day long. I got questioned about it cause the weather was so hot but I didn't want them seeing the bruises and quite honestly I didn't wanna see em either.

"Hey baby, coming in for cuddles" Gray knocked on the door lightly

"Oh yea of course let me just go to the bathroom real quick" he smiles and leaves

I put my phone on charge and walk to his room after going to the toilet. He turns his phone off and moves over giving me my spot. I lay down facing him and he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear then leans in to kiss me. It begins getting intense and I stop it suddenly.

"Is everything okay baby? Did I do something wrong" I couldn't help myself, tears start pouring out of my eyes.

"Mads? Are you okay" he asks nicely

"No Grayson I'm not ok. I can never look at myself again the same. I'm such a disgrace I-I shouldn't exist" I cry yell and he pulls me into his arms.

"Gray? Mads? What's wrong" I continue crying but notice it's ethan at the door. I feel gray shake his head

"Baby just tell me what's wrong" gray asks and I say nothing.

Ethan comes and lays in the other side of me and rubs my back softly. I can hear him and gray whispering softly to each other. E asks what happened and I feel bad for not saying anything but I can't. Eventually I drift off to sleep.

- next day

I wake up still in grays arms. His eyes are wide open but it's as if he's not really there, I slowly lift my head and he looks at me instantly.

"Oh I'm sorry baby did I wake you?" He says gently

"No It's okay, what time is it" I ask as he kisses my forehead

"About 11 ish. But Mads... I just want you to know that you can always tell me anything, even if you think it may hurt me, you can tell me. Cause I hate seeing you cry and all I want is for you to be happy, and if-if that means you don't want to be wit-" I interrupt him

"Gray i want nothing more than you be with you. Trust me. Last night... I just- I don't know I wasn't feeling myself. And uh ... it's coming to that time of the month so I usually break down about 100 times" I mumble the end, I couldn't tell him what happened yesterday though

"Awe baby, I'm here for late night snuggles and a shoulder to cry on. I'm not gonna pretend I understand what you would be going through but I know my cuddles could surely cheer you up" he tackles me with cuddles and I giggle

"Be prepared you give me a lot of cuddles" I say comfortably

"You know you can talk about that stuff with me if you want to, it might be weird but I'm your boyfriend and you don't have that many close girl friends so talk me baby" he kisses me

"Thanks babe" I giggle. Really not keen for my period but hey I got grays cuddles hehe.

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I did not intend for this chapter to be so boring wtf. I apologise for those of you who read through this dreadful chapter but I also thank you and as always, enjoy xo