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"It's weird it feels like I haven't seen you in forever and we only just met a week or two ago" he takes off his shoes

"I knowwww I feel the same. We seriously needa hang out more, especially since we're both kinda new and don't have many friends or know many people" I add

"Just feels good to hug someone that isn't a family member" we both laugh

"Alrighty you need me to hang up some things" he says but also asks

"You know what, it's late. You can just stay and chill for the night and help me with the shelves tomorrow if you want" I say

"Sounds like plan to me" he says and takes his spot on the couch.

- the next morning

"good morning sleepy head" he says softly

"Mm good morning" I blink a few times

"You should go get ready for school, ima make us some breakfast" he helps me off the couch

"You don't have-" he interrupts me

"Shush I'm gonna do it no matter what you say. I can put up the shelves before you go to school too" I just hug him

"I don't know if it's the pregnancy hormones or what but thank you so much josh" tears begin forming

"You're welcome ... and I definitely reckon it's the hormones" I laugh and head upstairs for a shower.

...

I spent 30 minutes in the shower. On accident of course. I quickly dry my hair, get changed into my clothes, finish styling my hair and finally, spray some perfume on me. I grab everything I need and walk down stairs.

"GRAYSON. What are you doing let go if him!" I run over to josh and get him out of grays grip.

"Oh yea save your new little boyfriend. Ethan was right, I bet that whole story about someone breaking in to our house was fake and never even happened " he looks at me like he's never looked at me before. With anger, rage, and hate. Then He looks down.

"G-Grayson... how could you say that" I try to make eye contact but he continues looking down.

"Whatever I'm leaving. Have a nice life" he yells and storms out of my house.

I hear his car drive off and I all of a sudden break. What the actual fuck just happened. That wasn't gray at all. I've never ever seen him like that. How could he accuse me of making up what happened to me. I thought we had enough trust in each other for him to know that I would never cheat. Josh comes and hugs me.

"Omg I'm so sorry. Are you ok?" I sniffle and ask as I remember that gray had just strangled him

"That's not important. I'm fine. You're not okay though" I just shake my head and cry even more.

I decide to skip today. I was already late by the time I had cleaned myself up again and I really don't think I can handle seeing gray or anyone after what he said to me. I don't know what was wrong with him, but he was brutally heartless. The worst thing is that i cried not because of what he accused me of, but because I'm worried about gray.

Worried about what's going on with him. Worried if what just happened was just the beginning. Worried that he's in bad state of mind. Worried that... that he's going to do something. Something bad. It's a sick feeling that I can't seem to shake off, it hasn't gone away since he left my house. Most of all, I just pray he is ok. I decide to message Lisa.

M: Good morning Lisa, I hope your doing well. I don't know if you know this but Gray and I got into an argument, if you'd even call it that, and I wanted to check with you that he is doing okay. He snapped and left the house, it was about two and half hours ago now and I was just wondering if you might know what could've set him off, he definitely wasn't himself at all. Anyway sending you my love and I'll hopefully see you soon if everything gets sorted out between gray and I x

It took her about 13 minutes to respond.

L: Hi mads, I'm doing alright thank you. I wasn't aware of this argument but gray was definitely off this morning when he woke up and had breakfast. He didn't talk to Cam, E or myself over breakfast at all and left in quite a hurry. I'm sorry this happened but I believe you guys will get through this. Sending love back always ❤️

M: Thanks Lisa, I will try talk to him when he's hopefully calmed down.

She like the message but didn't send a response. Whenever there was nothing else to say and I was the last to message, Lisa just liked the message and it would signal the end of the conversation. Moving on to gray though, maybe he's having an extremely bad day and just needs some love. I'll visit him during the last lunch period, bring him a few of his favourite treats.

I'm not forgiving Gray for what he had said, I will be expecting a heartfelt apology with no excuses, but I can see that he needs me and all the love I can give him. Josh finished off everything he came to help me with and left, he gave me about an hour to get ready and get the things I need for gray.

I go to the grocery store and get grays favourite, avocado on toast,  a block of vegan chocolate and then I quickly picked up his favourite Starbucks order. I made it with like 20 minutes til the end of lunch and head to the bleachers where our group sits.

"Gray, can I talk to you please baby" I rub his arm but he knocks my hand off him.

"Fuck off you dirty little cheater" he scoffs

"Gray... cmon you should know I would never" he turns and looks at me mockingly

"Yea right. I saw him there this morning. Cooking you breakfast without a shirt on. Cant imagine what yous two were doing last night " he looks at me angrily

"Grayson. You don't mean that. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you on purpose" I look at him and it feels like he's staring straight through

"You're right. I guess I owe you an apology. Sorry I caught you. Sorry, Maddison, I should've known you wouldn't hurt me ... 'on purpose'. It's my fault for walking in, if I hadn't then we wouldn't be doing
this right?" He got up and walked to me

"That's what I thought, hoe" he shoulder barged me and continued walking

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Yooo it's the ending. Of this chap at least lmao. This was kinda a bit longer than the other chaps sooo hopefully it was okay aha, as always... enjoy xo

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