Finding out

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When you read this I only ask you to understand, to understand that I’m not happy with my life, I am not your average “Teen” ….

Don’t tell me you know what it’s like; you will never understand what it’s like.
I envy what other teenagers have, to wake up with Happiness, to have excitement to see their friends, I envy happiness, friends, beauty, and Skinny bitches.
If you know this is what it likes to be a teen then I’m telling you now
that you will never understand me!

It’s hard getting up in the morning especially when you see no reason to move, live or to even breath!
I don’t believe in “it’s not fair” anymore that won’t change anything, life has no understanding anymore and Society is Harsh!

Why the Question of life, that never get answered.
Why am I hearing I hate this world or dose the world hate Me.?
Understandable! I hate myself.
I’m a bitch, why can’t I be normal,
My attitude is a strong thing and I use it all the wrong way, I push people away and I snap.
I hate that I am loud and my laugh is Annoying! I’M ANNOYING!
I understand how people can’t stand me.
I Hate my face, why do I have ugly dark hair, Why can’t I be Skinny, I understand people can’t be perfect but Me ……….I’m for worse than okay!
I don’t smile anymore, I have no happiness in me, and my life just doesn’t work that way, I’m not wearing a smile I’m not proud of & the world deserves not to see! I’m not happy about anything I stuff up everything; My life is ruined because I’m the one who destroyed it.

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