How it all will End

The end

“Okay that’s it!” Jacko let out with anger in his tone of voice
“What’s going on with you! I’ve been freaking out all day and I’m worried Argh! I hate seeing you like this, what’s wrong! He continued without a breath.

I don’t answer and with my teary eyes, grab out the black gun I had this morning, Jacko’s eyes lit up with worry, sadness and curiousness
What are you doing with that!!
He screams with anger so loud I bet the whole world heard him, without answering him he took a step back and dropped to the ground
I handed him the Gun and whispered loud enough for him to hear me
“Please”
He knew exactly what I wanted but with his head down staring at his hands and what he was holding all I saw was tears fall from his eyes.

After a few minutes he stood and threw the gun to the ground away from us as he started to walk away, before getting to far he turned and looked me in the eyes, “If you’re the best friend I’ve known for 9 years then you won’t pick it up and come back to school as strong as ever as well as letting me help you through all this” he stumbled out with Pain and anger in his voice with sadness running down his face as he walked away leaving me there with me and my thought, The one thing that scares me the most.

it had been a long frustrating 45 mins since Jacko left I had a tear stained face and hated myself more than ever, I’m glad he left me to myself in a way because I knew my answer and it was as clear as ever.
I heard the faint sound of the Recess bell and I knew I had to go to class so I needed to be back before 15minuets.

I entered the school and made my way to English class I reached the door just as the bell went off I could see Jacko’s face fall with sadness as he dropped his face into his arms. As There was no teacher in sight I opened the door quickly dropping my face to the floor so I didn’t have to see all those people that have coursed me pain and torment, I raised my head to see Jacko’s face staring at me with relief but he could see my pain and that relief disappeared so quickly.

I put my bag to the floor and reached an object behind my back, after a few seconds I was at the front of the class, No teacher as well as everyone’s  face that cursed me pain, anger and Sadness and Hating myself, after looking around I lifted the object to my head
I saw everyone’s faces fill with shock when they saw the black gun to my temple.
I closed my eyes and the last thing I heard was the only person who cared That I might have Actually meant something to Scream with Tears, Pain,Sadness And Anger
No, PLEASE DON’T!
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BANG!
I’m not sure but today was different and I just knew today was the end…..