Star Caller /Michael Clifford\

eight (jess's thoughts')

Well thats a downer.

A big huge fucking downer.

Michael said that he writ 'I love you' to me by mistake.

Do you know what that would have ment if he did actually love me.

Yes there would be media all over it but the person that i have loved ever since they started doing covers on youtube would love me.

Who could ask for more.

But i guess i just got to be greatful for what I got.

I got Michael as a best friend and im going to be meeting him when I go to Austraillia.

Then when he knows me face to face then maybe he would get feelings for me now.

But what if me and him do end up together but the relationship doesnt end well and we never speak to eachother again.

I think we just needs to stay friends for a while and then when we have net a few times then we can start thinking about a relationship.

What am i on about. Michael doesnt even have feelings for me.

Well for now im just gonna live in my fantasy world and dream about me and Michael being together and doing 'adult things' together.

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Sorry for the really late update. I been really busy and shite.

Ill try and update a bit more often.

-Jess xx