Carson Lueders How It All Began

Lesbians And Another Fight

As I sit in my room thinking about all that happened today I realise that Carson and I came out, I don't know if he is ready for it but I have a strange feeling that everything is about to change...
Tuesday
The next morning I got out of bed and checked my phone, there was a message from Carson "hey babe, I hope your ok? I'm sorry but I can't come to school today as I'm recording a song for vid con. Love C xx"
I quickly respond "hey Cars, that's absolutely fine I will just chill with the others, I love you so much for what you did yesterday xxxx"
I got onto the bus and sat behind Tegan and Phoebe, it felt weird not having Carson there... Phoebe turns around and asks "where's your boyfriend?" Tegan then says "omg poob (poob is her nickname) you took the words right out my mouth" they gaze into each other's eyes for a second then both turn back to me. "He's recording a song so can't come in today" I say. Tegan says "so what happened yesterday? Apparently he knocked James out?" They both look so interested "basically James was bullying me so Carson dropped him" I say with a smile on my face. Changing the topic I then ask about how they got together and to cut a long story short Tegan use to be best friends with a snake called Lucy and Lucy made Tegan turn against her old friends Ben and Liam then Lucy turned on Tegan leaving her completely alone, but then she met Phoebe and it was love at first sight. They have been together for just over a year. They met in a media class and the rest is history.... they also have a GBF called Murphy, he has known he was gay since he was 12 and has had multiple crushes on boys throughout the years but he has never really found his match, he also struggles with his sexuality as he's scared if people find out they won't like him so because of this whenever he gets close to people he try's to push them away as he it saves him getting hurt in the future. I then explain about everything that happened in England. We then got to school and went our separate ways, at break I sat with the group it was kinda awkward and silent until Brandon said 'so your gay with Carson then?' I laugh and say 'yeah I guess I am' this seemed to upset him I was about to say sorry when Fay suddenly got up and told me to walk with her "did you really have to say that?" She snaps "what all I said was the truth" I respond "that's not the point, Brandon has liked Carson for ages but never found the way to tell him then you appear out of nowhere and all of a sudden Carson is gay and in love with you" she explains. The bell then rings which means Maths without Carson. I walk in and sit down alone. James walks in and straight away yells "oh where's the blonde faggot? Or do we only have the English pussy today?" I ignore him "not so tough without your knight in shining armour are you gay boy?" I again ignore him "did he realise that being gay is wrong and now has ran away or is he just too ashamed to show his face now everyone knows his dirty little secret?" Mrs Jones snaps "James shut up or I will suspend you" James laughs. He continues to whisper to his mates around him I just hear the words "fag gay twat cock sucker faggot" followed by laughter. I finally get the courage to stand up and say "you know what, you really are chatting a lot of shit for a ginger spotty cunt who got dropped in one punch yesterday..." I wait for a response "no? Nothing? It looks like the only fire you can handle is the one on your head you little bitch" everyone now laughing at him he gets up walks straight up to me and says "your saying a lot of mean things for the guy who wants to bend the teacher over and kiss her ass" Mrs Jones screams "Get the fuck out of my class you horrible little shit" James again laughs "what are you gunna do about it bitch?" "I'm not going to do anything apart from close my eyes so I can't be a witness for what is about to happen to you" Mrs responds and with that I punch James clean in the Jaw as he collapsed to the floor I tell Mrs Jones too keep her eyes shut because I'm not done yet. I get on top of him laying punches into him left and right so hard a tooth flew out. I then get up chuck his bag at him and tell him he has 5 seconds to get out before I kick his ass even more by the time I get to 1 he is stood in front of the door "I gave you clear instructions bitch" I said as I run at him and rugby tackle him through the door breaking the door off of its hinges. After i drag James's lifeless body to medical I go to the principles office he was in the office with Mrs Jones, he invited me in and we spoke about the events that had occurred and how James has been bullying me since I got to the school. We then talk about punishments James is to be suspended for a month. And my actions should get me expelled however due to the extent of the bullying I am getting suspended for the rest of the day and that is it. The principal then calls my dad and tells him to come pick me up. While he does this I go to the toilet. In there I find Brandon crying. "Hey Brandon what's up" I ask "nothing just leave me alone" he moans. "I'm sorry about me and Carson, I didn't know you liked him but everything just happened, I hope we can one day be friends but I have to go. My dad is on his way to pick me up as I've been suspended" I say. "Oh shit what did you do?" He asks "Well I punched the shit out of James then speared (a spear is a wrestling move) him through the door of our maths room" I explain "fuck off, did you actually?" He asks "yeah go look for yourself, the door is on the floor" I say. We both laugh. As we walk out of the toilet "ok see ya mate" I say. "See ya bro" he responded. When I got back to the office I see my dad there. We drive home and talk about what happened. He laughed and said "I am proud of you for fighting him but did you have to smash him through a door?" We both laughed some more.