Could this be love? <creature fanfiction>*completed*

SAD ENDING

A/N: ^^^^a clip (more like the whole flipping movie) from 'suicide room' just for you. after watching the movie (and reading the subtitles) I was like "I never needed a heart anyway". So, Mitch (bajancanadian) got a girlfriend! I'm really happy for him! brb crying bc.... I don't know why I'm crying.......#swerve? love you baes! read on!
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Later that year, a life changing event happened....
Kevin died in a car accident.
I was crushed.
He never knew I loved him.
He's gone. Forever.
My best friend.
The only person I could ever trust.
Dead.
~~~~~~~~~~years later~~~~~~~
Last year of college. finally.
I haven't felt anything but sadness since Kevin died.
Christina, who knows where she is.
<okay this sucks Popsicles>
Me, alone and waiting to die.
Aleks, the guys, and I were talking, a lot. and by a lot I mean A LOT.
I can't even go back to Seattle without feeling more empty and alone.
For the holidays, I went to Colorado instead.
<SO FREAKING CHEESY, I KNOW>
They've seem to notice everything about me changed.
I liked different music.
I dyed my hair a darker blond.
I was quieter.
I always had my earbuds in.
I went from Ariana Grande to BMTH.
<bring me the horizon>
Rainbows to pure black.
I never left my dorm or anywhere I was staying unless I was forced to.
<me irl, I never leave my house unless I'm being forced to>
In my dorm or where ever I was staying, I would be all energetic and what's the word, umm... bad- yeah no I don't cuss.
<to IRL people who know me: shut up>
But, in public I just want to die right then and there.
<this might be the longest part, so if you're still reading God bless your poor soul, you stuck with this horrible piece of writing when no one else would *Shrek face appears on screen*>
I would constantly wonder where my happy ending would come in place.
It never did.
In the end, It was never really about the happy ending, just the story that lies within.
A/N: and that's a wrap! thank you Baes for reading! love you - Mandieeeeeeee